Hey guys, what do you think. The last few days I've been pretty distractible, schoolwork has been really difficult. I'm not very far in yet, so I'm not sure if I'm flatlining already or just tired. Not having strong urges either.
I am in too! But we need to be serious and honest with each other, otherwise this is not going to work. So, if anyone of us is tempted to mess up, we should write here and ask for encouragement and a word of advice, and be patient until we get it. It's easy just to say I am in, we need to be consistent too, and not giving up. Because if anyone of us fails, others will see this as a weakness and will give in too. so, if we are going to do this together, let's do this together. This is serious and very important to our well being.
Almost reaching day 7 (my first milestone)! Time to up the stakes to 30 days. I've been able to think more clearly over the past week. I'm not gonna lie...I've had urges to look at porn at times, but I managed to suppress the urges. And I'm glad that I did since it means I have more self-control.
After breaking a streak (not entirely clean) of 60 days, I'm in. Time to go clean. How do I get the day count though?
So last week was ridiculous. I got on this forum and was making some good progress and BAM! I get some kind of upper respiratory crapola that knocks me flat for a week, couldn't do a dang thing except lay in bed on my computer/trying to sleep... you can guess how well that went. I'm having a hard time getting my motivation back up, I have an entire week of school work I need to catch up on now and only have a week and a half to do it in addition to all the work I need to do before spring break hits.... this is gonna be rough!