looking for people to help me experiment

So in anime you see the characters battling their inner demons, you see them not running away or suppressing the problem, but instead facing it and mastering it, so i am curious if such a thing is possible when it comes to porn urges. I want to get as horny as possible naturally so i can see if i can master the urges, to see if i can use them for good, if anyone would be willing to help me i would be grateful, all you would need to do is when you get urges sit down and meditate, tell me your thoughts and tell me if you have any techniques to control and harness it, i believe every human is capable of self control and self mastery so i want to know if porn urges or sexual urges in general can be controlled and used for good. I have heard of sexual transmutation and i plan to research it but before that i would like to know your thought and techniques, i plan on finding the cure for porn addiction and i need help!, well not a cure but a way to control it so that it will never effect you again.

 

If you know an enemy is coming you are prepared but if it sneaks up, then you can see what you are capable of without armor. My point is that you will have many opportunities to prove yourself. Don't put yourself in unnecessary trouble.

 

i believe it is necessary, to know and study the enemy is very useful, i do not believe it is possible to recover without knowing it on a personal level.

 

If you are Ming to get there then that is your brain finding a way to get a cheap fix. A lot of bad was done in the name of science!

 

Trust me i am not looking for a cheap fix, i want to master my mind and emotions, i want to be a powerful force that is brimming with energy that can handle anything to control your sexual energy is to control everything.

 

that is why i want to learn to control my desires so i will never give in, if i can make the desires my ally and tame it, than i will succeed.

 

I am not talking about porn, but the human sex drive itself, there is no stronger force so easily accessed, and if you could control that force you would be on a whole new level.

 

I have been meditating for maybe 1 year, i would say i am pretty advanced, or well above what a normal person who has not done it before, through meditation i have learned to harness anger and control it, which used to be very bad, so if i can tame rage i can tame sexual urges.