As you can tell by the title. This is very serious for me. I've wasted my life long enough. Time to make a serious change. Just relapsed. And I'm not going back. I don't care how. But I wanna win each day as if it's an opponent. I don't care if I do nothing but stare at a wall 24 hours. If I don't M. Then I consider that a win. I'm no doctor but I think doing this as much as I do gave me acne. I also suffer from social anxiety and depression and some other symptoms as well. It's taken over my life. Going 90 days. 23 is my best streak. One thing I know is that to never feel safe. I've seen people on here say they went 150 some odd days and relapse. So ill never feel safe cause this thing will blindside you like jj watt. One day at a time. It's gonna be a long bumpy road. It's gonna be a grind but I gotta fight and claw myself through each day. I might cry. I might bleed. But I will not relapse. This is my life. This is my world title fight. It's gonna be grueling I already know. Just gotta keep pushing. I'm 23. A male. Wouldn't mind having an accountability partner. I know I'm not alone now. Each day is an opponent. Gotta win everyday. And give ourselves a pat on the back for it. Cause it ain't easy. I'm scared guys to be honest. But it's time. I'm ready. Let's go.
Awesome man. Good to have you with us. Fair enough, but consider that it is a lot easier to do something that keeps you busy and distracts you, than it is to focus on not doing something.
I know. But I wrote that basically saying. Not M-oing is the most important thing. Regardless of what else I do.
Does this mean that we get a big music gig when you get to 45 days? In all seriousness, that's a brilliant attitude to have. Taking each day as a battle, an opportunity to win! The prize at the end of it? Life.
Great attitude! With that you can beat it! Don't be scared! Make the PMO addiction scared! Sure there's some hard days a head, but learn to love the pain, like a bodybuilder learning to love aching muscles. It means your making progress. Good luck!
Thanks for the support guys! Puts a pep in my step for sure. That's one thing I've lacked is a support system.
