Hey guys... (And gals)... Joining you if you don't mind

Of course i have a problem, yet it's not something to be discussed with your parents... friends... girlfriend ... boyfriend... whatever

I just need to tell someone, that i want to stop masturbating ... I want to stop watching porn all the time. After reading few articles i just realized it's a real addiction to deal with.

For those who've been reading to this part : Hear my reasons

1) It's messing up with my sex life... I believe it's just the reason for my lack of sex drive
2) Because i know i hurt myself with 1), i always regret every single fap on porn... not because of moral... but because of health.
3) Because of 2) I am in constant depression
4) Because of 3) i do shit with my life... i don't move myself anywhere. In my free time, i just watch movies and shit... because i am disgusted... i reject friends invitations ( At this point... i still wondered how are they still friends with me... cause i suck being a friend) I even got fatter when stopped going to the gym... ( I've always been chubby, but last year i managed to get into shape... )
5) Because it's not even that good as it used to be

Humble apologies to everyone who considers reading this to be waste of time... Sorry ... i needed to tell someone... and sadly it was You
For everyone who understands - I needed to tell somebody... Luckilly for me - It was You...

Thanks

PM: Sorry for my English... never been to any EN country, not a native speaker.

 

Shit this is hard...

I just can't understand how could i be so devoted just 10 hours ago... Now... after 1 sleep... and literally NO TIME - i am just thinking about throwing all of this talking away...

How can i do this after week, month, if i am thinking of excuses now...
Is it worth it? Knowing i'll probably disappoint myself ... very soon

(Writing is kind of helping me in a therapeutical way... )

Shit this is hard...