Of course i have a problem, yet it's not something to be discussed with your parents... friends... girlfriend ... boyfriend... whatever I just need to tell someone, that i want to stop masturbating ... I want to stop watching porn all the time. After reading few articles i just realized it's a real addiction to deal with. For those who've been reading to this part : Hear my reasons 1) It's messing up with my sex life... I believe it's just the reason for my lack of sex drive 2) Because i know i hurt myself with 1), i always regret every single fap on porn... not because of moral... but because of health. 3) Because of 2) I am in constant depression 4) Because of 3) i do shit with my life... i don't move myself anywhere. In my free time, i just watch movies and shit... because i am disgusted... i reject friends invitations ( At this point... i still wondered how are they still friends with me... cause i suck being a friend) I even got fatter when stopped going to the gym... ( I've always been chubby, but last year i managed to get into shape... ) 5) Because it's not even that good as it used to be Humble apologies to everyone who considers reading this to be waste of time... Sorry ... i needed to tell someone... and sadly it was You For everyone who understands - I needed to tell somebody... Luckilly for me - It was You... Thanks PM: Sorry for my English... never been to any EN country, not a native speaker.
Shit this is hard... I just can't understand how could i be so devoted just 10 hours ago... Now... after 1 sleep... and literally NO TIME - i am just thinking about throwing all of this talking away... How can i do this after week, month, if i am thinking of excuses now... Is it worth it? Knowing i'll probably disappoint myself ... very soon (Writing is kind of helping me in a therapeutical way... ) Shit this is hard...
Stay strong. Prove to yourself for the first time that you can survive an urge. That you're in control. Afterwards, you will feel a hundred times happier than if you let it go now. You've let it go a hundred thousand times before. Now try something different. Not today!