32 days MO clean, but...

I had so far 6 days without damn P but I screwed because I discovered here what “faproulette" was (don't bother looking for it, they're just a bunch of images with P fetishes and beta male encouragement), so instead of doing homework I spent more than an hour looking images. Can't say I relapse, but my brain already got stimulated... I'm so angry at myself...
I was just thinking how were the odds for me to finally get a GF since at my 26 years I haven't really had one. I mean, rationally I know I just have to keep moving foward in self improvement and develop my interests. I just don't know if my subconscius fully understands that.
Sigh... what do you think bros? Do I need to reset my P counter? I didn't touch myself or watch a single single video
(F%cking hate being an addict, I just want a normal life...)

 

I wouldn't go that far saying I don't want to quit PMO life, so far I had developed good habits since I started and also I've discovered new things about my feelings that lead me on this addiction in the first place.
Btw I may have spent my time doing that thing but I didn't let it become something worse such as watching videos por MO, I stopped before any of that, also if I truly didn't wanted to quit PMO life I wouldn't even be here looking for help.

 

Then I guess a relapse is still a relapse no matter how small, isn't it? :/ Well, at least I feel stronger now.