Yes, I really hate it. I sometimes thought whether I should end my end my life so I dont have to live on this disgusting world as a disgusting human being anymore. I hate the people around me. I stopped hanging out with my ,ahem, "friends" and I avoid talking to people or being around people. Im just alone reading books all the time. I hate the world, I hate myself,everything. Why was I even born? Just to suffer here. I am too tired to do anything, all my goals, I dont feel like pursuing them anymore. Wots the point if im just suffering all the time anyways. I wanted to be a more social person but then I said " fck that". If someone says a nice thing, I consider that hypocrisy. A girl once told me not long ago that I was a "valuable friend" to her when I had birthday. Yea, fuck you, srsly. Fck this shit called "life".
Perfectly normal, especially in the West. Well done for starting your attempt to improve. Read the Success Stories forum..
What kind of books are you reading? Try Johann Hari - Lost Connections, it's not that long and quite an interesting read I think.
everytime i get a wet dream i want to kill myself. trying to live an asexual life, giving up on girls, becoming a monk only to cum i my sleep and be reminded again that im human and i actually want sex but cant get it
You need to discover about yourself more ,be sure that everyone of us has a special talent ,no other have it except him.I discovered more about myself when I was at your age(17),and knew my special talent
I have same thoughts everyday. Yet at the end of day I realize that life is harsh, rough, difficult, mean but still somehow beautiful. Keep going, don't give up
I just like to make shit electronic music, thats it. I dont have any other hobbies. Video games was one but i gave it up.
Could I hear some of your music? I guarantee if you try hard enough, you'll make it to the top. And that applies with everyone! WATCH THIS!
You can. But its not like a full song just an edm drop. Its not so unique though, sounds like any other edm song but fck it. Trying to be more unique now, i ll send you a soundcloud link
ty this video helped me. My life sucks and there is a reason for it. I guess i cant just sit here and just complain, i havw to do something,ty
That was great man, keep writing! I've heard a lot of EDM written by completely tone-deaf people, you actually have a musical ear and can mix. Nice euphoric feeling, don't shit on yourself too hard... You have a solid grasp of the fundamentals of writing GOOD dance music, keep making little projects and eventually you'll have an hour set of originals to play out... It's fun, I haven't done it in years (stopped drinking and taking chemicals, being in clubs etc just ain't fun for me these days...) but yeah, people will dance to it, it's a pretty good feeling
Thanks man! Like really, thank you! I stopped drinking as well. Alcohol is just as bad as PMO. If I would drink a beer I would probaly be even more depressesed. Keep fighting your addiction! There will better days for all of us
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