This is August 5,2019 my second day on my recovery of porn addiction of 14+ years started my day pray and focus on God this morning like really because a lot of my reasons I watch porn was to escape my emotions and feelings of depression and I never really seek god I just let my addiction help me through my pain but over the years it just got worse and I would cry almost every time I watch porn because it made me feel like I was a failure because I have this problem but know I know that god loves me know matters what I go through in life see I tired to cope with my problems by using porn and being addicted to it to help me solve my problems but now I know it will never make me happy only Jesus will so I’m trying to get closer to god I know it’s going to be hard because the devil knows my weakness sexual addiction but I’ve got god on my side and I’m going to beat this addiction day 2 in recovery no porn
I am in day 2 too, can we be friend, send our result to eachother everyday, sometimes share tips to overcome a hard day.
