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When you WANT to relapse...

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by PeetaMellark, Apr 10, 2015.

  1. Apr 10, 2015 #1
    PeetaMellark

    PeetaMellark Fapstronaut

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    You know the feeling...
    The urge gets you and you just think Fuck It... I'm going to go for it?
    That's me today.
    I've had a cold shower, I'm concentrating on work, and just trying so hard but my damn EGO is winning!
    I know what I should do, but I don't want to.
    I just want to wank...
    The thing is I know I'll feel like shit afterwards...
    I've never been this far on Hard Mode before...
    I told my wife I need to go 30 days at least hard mode to break a mental barrier...
    If I just have sex with my wife, I'll feel crap too...
    What to do... What to do...

    Stay strong out there...
    God knows I'm trying...
     
    PeetaMellark, Apr 10, 2015
    PeetaMellark, Apr 10, 2015
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  2. Apr 10, 2015 #2
    Thanatos

    Thanatos Fapstronaut

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    I'm in the same boat today... I want to go 30 days or even 90, but I'm starting to forget why I started this thing.
    It sucks, but so far I haven't given in and I convinced my mind/body that maybe tommorow I'll give in... and hopefully I won't feel like it tommorow.
     
    Thanatos, Apr 10, 2015
    Thanatos, Apr 10, 2015
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