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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by 20cents, Apr 15, 2015.

  1. 20cents

    20cents Fapstronaut

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    Deleted all of my porn stash just then that I spent years building, and had privated Facebook photos of attractive girls whom I knew but could never speak to.

    I was contemplating not doing it for so long, but then I realised; will I ever imagine myself M'ing to some pixels on a screen ever again? Especially when I'm with a loving, caring girlfriend? Fuck no.

    Just thought you guys might wanted to know.

    Not really sure how to feel now to be honest...

    NB: it was around 1.8GB. I have a lot more HDD space now at least! :D
     
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  2. Well done, 20Cents. Now you know you are committed to this! I did the same thing, had over 2 TB of videos that I deleted. And it was hard, sending to oblivion something I spent so much time and energy collecting. But in the end, even though it's hard to do, it's the right thing to do for my sexuality, and for my peace of mind.

    In a couple days, after you get over the "shock" of deleting them, you'll realize that it isn't the end of the world, and you can do just fine without all that junk.

    Good luck!
     
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  3. Buzzltyr

    Buzzltyr Fapstronaut

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    This is my goal as well....to delete my stash. However right now I feel, if I go down to even deleting it, I will end up watching it and relapse. So I am staying away from it.

    A further complication is that a lot of it is stuff i made myself with my girlfriend/wife. If I delete that it is gone forever!
     
  4. Congratulations! I was wondering...how long would it have took to watch all 1.8-2TBs of porn in one sitting? Days? Weeks? That would be a good torture I suppose. Forced to watch porn for like a week, non-stop. That would be too much for even the most hardcore addict.
     
  5. Nice one mate! Deleted mine about 2 weeks before stopping MO. Best thing I ever did.
     
  6. NeedAChange

    NeedAChange Fapstronaut

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    Good call fella!

    Deleted the rest of mine last week. Had about 30gbs on a memory stick. Took years and ridiculous amount of time & effort to assemble, and it all disappeared with one click. Felt a bit strange after for a while after but not really bothered now. I would've gone crazy if it had happened before I started NoFap, and no doubt would then have spent/wasted hours of my life trying to find/buy all the clips back.
     
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