5 days in, trying for 90

Day 21 much easier today, no urge to MO today, doesn't feel like I have much labido, may be hitting the flatline, was actually looking forward to it as a sign of serious progress so cheers were getting somewhere, warrior mentality working strong

 

Day 22, checked my email this evening and wow what a surprise, didn't want to PMO but it had my heart racing for a good ten minutes, it was shocking to see porn for the first time in a while, it doesn't look right or natural, stand strong my fellow fapstronauts we will make it through this, to those that relapsed, please don't binge and dust yourself off and get back on the wagon, warrior mentality working strong

 

Day 23, feeling like I may have a real handle on this thing now, don't know for sure but it's starting to come naturally now where I don't have any urge to PMO or MO, still have a little bit of labido, not a lot but I do have some, warrior mentality working strong qtr of the way to 90 days

 

Day 24, starting to have some urges to want to see porn and want to PMO, feeling like a dog in heat to be honest, was really hard to stay true today as I had the house to myself today, rarely happens as I have a wife and two daughters, so worked myself Into exhaustion today just so I would feel like acting on any urges I might have, with that being said it time to go to bed, warrior mentality working strong!!

 

Starting day 25, things are getting rough again really getting the urge to MO, starting to get the ol' blue balls and tips on how to handle that, I've heard massaging something, not wanting to sound like an idiot but I'm not exactly sure what to message, any help would be appreciated guys, warrior mentality working strong