Hello brothers! A quick update. I was going to give this update by tomorrow since I would have gone 7 days without PMO but today, on day 7 itself, this happened: So today I had a wet dream, okay? It was about some of P videos I had watched weeks ago. That's very normal. Of course I don't remember much of the dream right now and I don't want to. But it seemed like that dream was a bit too intense of a wet dream. So I've literally just woken up like 15 minutes ago. And once I've woken up from the wet dream, I just had this intense feeling that something wants to come out of my penis to the point I couldn't stop it, so it did come out. I thought I had pissed myself or something but when I rushed to the toilet, I just see some semen in my underwear. And it does look like I've O-ed from a wet dream. So basically I woke up, felt a very strong feeling that something is coming out of my penis, I couldn't hold it so it did came out, I thought I had pissed myself, but it turned out that I had O-ed. I have to say that NEVER happened before in my entire life. Like honestly haha. That's the first time EVER that I O-ed from a wet dream. For some reason I don't feel really bad for the O. I just woke up, went to the toilet, saw the scene, and I had a mixed reaction between shocked and laughing. Let's clear this out, I DID NOT O INTENTIALLY. I just woken up and couldn't hold something that want to come out of my penis, thought it was urine and I've pissed myself, but it turned out to be some semens and I've O-ed. It's not like it was a few drops of semen, it felt like a real big one drop of semen, like I've legit O-ed. But anyways I'm still going on and that did not get me back to the bad habits. It's just crazy how this happened. I don't feel like I've done something consciously to make that happen so I don't feel bad that I've O-ed. That's just a new experience that I'll probably won't forget haha.
Also, if someone wants to reply to my thread with something like "you could have stopped it from happening" and somehow they think I've done something of my control to let that happen. I just want to tell you that I'm fully aware of what just happened and I can say there's nothing that I can do to stop anything that happened. It just happened. My body had this reaction and when I woke up and become conscious, it was already too late to do anything to stop my body's reaction.
