Struggling to keep going

So today is day 20 with np PMO. longest streak ever. 10 more days till the 30 day challenge before I can try having sex with my person. Today has been strangely tough. Last night, I had a sex dream, and in the dream I was in the middle of the 30 day no sex but it was so enticing I said heck with it and joined in. during the dream I wouldn't perform. Made me feel a lot of self doubt. This morning I wake up and since then down below has been going up for a few minutes then down. and repeat for majority of the day. I do something as little as move my leg a certain way or even brush up against something and it springs to attention. The feelings have made my thoughts clouded by the desire to please myself. However, I keep thinking of the day where I will be able to have a healthy sex life and be in better control of my overall life, and if I gave into these feelings now that I would only set myself back. It helps, and writing it down here helps as well. The feeling is so strong though. I'm trying to find ways to distract myself now to keep my mind off it. I tried to go for a run but again, just any movement brought it to attention so that's out haha have tried to meditate, it helps a bit. What makes it so tough too is no one is home right now, and the thought of how easy it would be to sneak it in and give in. But I must keep pushing through! I need to hold myself accountable for my actions. It's a bump in the road, but I'll pass soon I hope