How sick.. and your friends are sharing that.. you might benefit from some new people on your life that are a more positive influence. I’m not trying to tell you what to do, just that many people who have given up bad habits have choose new friends because they can hold you back or cause you to fail. (1 Corinthians 15:33) I just want you to be the best you can be Dignity, and your proving that everyday. Keep up the good work Mandalorian, you’ve earned that
no you are not sister.... you lost if you give up and become slave porn... as long as u come back again and try again its important to spot the enemy, learn about it and make a plan to counter it ....this is important because u will have to face this enemy again in the future dust of your horn and try again sister fyi this is a worse time to relapse tho, if u relapse now ur imunity system will low, and it easier to expose by the virus even tho it can be cured but the after damaged is severe,, it destroy your lunge very badly i suggest doing some home exercise will release the tension to relapse... day 79
day 80 procrastinating and Ogling became new enemy that appeared . in this journey the enemy will continue to appear one after another.... when i first joined this challenge i'm so afraid to relapse on fantasy and high horny level after the flat line which usually occurred at day 80, and thank god i can defeat that enemy and i thought after that is rainbow and butterflies but no,,, new enemy appeared and its ogling its so simple yet it deadly, i never think that ogling is dangerous before...i mean compared to fantasy and boredom ogling is nothing...but after u can surpass the big one, the tiny one will attack you so my suggest is practice to lessen ogling on woman from now, try to respect woman no matter how they dressed, look into her eyes when talking and keep focus when doing something outside.. keep strong fellow mando
Good insights, yes! We have to reprogram our brain to think the correct way. That’s not a pretty woman, she is someone’s daughter, mother or sister. And by honoring her person, you are dignifying her and yourself. You can also take away what appeals to you. Most woman wear a ton of makeup.. it’s a mask your seeing, take away all those things woman wear to look attractive and lessen their effects on you. Tight clothes? They hold in a false shape and mask the imperfections that might actually repel you otherwise.. ever see a pretty woman from behind and when she turns around you see she’s actually a lot older or maybe even ugly? I’m not saying she’s any less important, just that we have to do whatever is needed to see what’s true and what’s trying to control our thoughts. It’s all a vainer designed to break your will. The devil wants us to stop our struggle and by wrapping up woman in false beauty, he try’s to trap us in a never ending cycle of self betrayal and loathing.. Concentrate on how you feel the day you have to reset the counter.. the second after the relapse... that’s hell bro. And with Gods help I won’t ever go there again. I hate that place with all my heart. I just had a temptation.. I prayed hard, realized I ate too much sugar and it’s my worst trigger. I’ll not be as foolish tomorrow. Until then I’ll fight the fine fight, I’m not in this battle alone This is the way - Day 109!!!!
@hollyman , @Gonarth (Resilience) You guys have been with me basically from the beginning of this challenge! I applaud your efforts and hard work and building up of the Foundlings! We are forging a Mandalorian army, and by helping each other we build ourselves. It’s been found true that the more you teach others, the more the lessons are renewed and strengthened in our own mind/body. We took this path knowing it’s hard. We see the benefits and we avoid the pitfalls. We press on, even if we have fallen in the past over and over. It’s said that those who are truely successful have failed more than most but never gave up. Well done and keep up the hard fight
Day 8 Happy to say I've made it back to seven strong. The quarantine definitely is helping since my main act out place is at work. But I feel great though.
Day 3 I had a difficult time even concentrating today, all those cramps are just the worst when you are trying to get things done. But I could actually make myself study, to have treats in return. Now that I completed the day I feel better It is so bizarre when your hormones are just going bananas. You feel like the worst sometimes, it doesn't bring the whole wave of negativity right away but sometimes it does. That's what's weird about it. One second you feel normal and the other it sometimes feels like you are not putting the right amount of effort to your studies/work. Yeah periods are the worst.
congrats for the helmet bro relapse from high number is bad, because the chasser effect will hit harder than usual. but the good thing's are ur benefit will not fade away.... as long as u can hold on for the chasser effect attack... u will get back on your feet quickly sis be strong sister Palpatine voice sfx " good....good... the force is strong with this one
day 82 checking in im feeling positive that i can go higher in nofap.... just a couple week until i hope that i will meet Ramadhan month.... and for my experienced Ramadhan month will be a bonus 30 day streak.. because we will fasting, it will be a great month by god will
We have a shelter in place going into effect tomorrow. I'll try and check in as much as I can. God bless my brothers. Stay strong and smart and safe in these times! Day 44 of challenge, 54 total
where you lived bro ?. in my country in south east Asia, even i go to work like there are no pandemic happen..... when i come home the feeling of being a carier always haunted me...and the paranoia feel are everyday..... do you know the reason why you relapse bro? what caused ? and how to prevent it in the future ? identify the enemy and make plan is better imo.. stay strong fellow mando