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I think ive beat my weird fetish

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Digga187, Apr 9, 2020.

  1. Digga187

    Digga187 Fapstronaut

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    So im on day 19 now and my Problem has never been beating off to normal porn but i did have a fetish and fapping addiction. I Always got hard when seeing a girl or Woman in handcuffs or being arrested by police and recently also i looked at Pictures of women being shackled in court and beat off to that stuff. I realized on this journey how fucked up this is and the worst Thing is i dont even know how ive come to this or when i started with this. However i know ive been beating off to it almost every day for the past few years. Since ive been on nofap i introduced a lot of good new habbits to my life and for the first time im actually feeling optimistic and i feel like i have genuine goals and points in life i want to reach. Yesterday i saw a Pretty girl being arrested while watching Netflix and normally i would have beaten off to that, but yesterday i was able to look at it and not feel aroused. I went online and searched for some of this images because i didnt believe that i wasnt getting aroused by it. I looked at it and felt Nothing. Now i dont know how this happened but it seems i can now look at it and see it as a normal Thing which it actually is and not something to fap to. However These days when i think about hot girls or just having a girlfriend or having sex again i get aroused and it Kind of motivates me to go Forward with nofap because that way im gonna be the best man i can and when the women see that im working on myself and that im focused theyre gonna be attracted to me. I now know that this journey is really about starting to care about yourself and your own life and not about trying to attract girls. Im just feeling Kind of strange now because this stuff that has been getting me aroused for years suddendly doesnt get me anymore at all. I dont know what you guys think about it but i want to hear from you and i want to know what this might mean and also what your opinion on this is.
     
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  2. MrYang29

    MrYang29 Fapstronaut

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    maybe that's is because you succeed to change your focus, you say that "i have genuine goals" since you focus on your goals, that fetish can't touch you anymore, you're in the zone now. but, don't let your guard off, or it'll haunt you back.
     
  3. Grimes_27

    Grimes_27 Fapstronaut

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    Hello man.
    It's nice that you see the progress in your rebooting process. But let me tell you something.
    Be careful with stuff you watch. Yesterday I came upon a intense sex scene in a movie on Netflix which leads me to relapse... Entertaining is important, especially in these days, but just be careful.
    I'm glad that you feel in control of the situation, but please, don't tempt yourself like that anymore, searching stuff online often can lead you to relapse, just avoid it...
    That's it man! Improve yourself, remember, you first, don't chase girls, let the girls chase you!
     
  4. watermellon28

    watermellon28 Fapstronaut

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    Great post, motivational!
    First of all congrats for beating the will to beat off to girls in handcuffs.
    Secondly, I remember years ago I used to spank it daily and I stopped for 3 weeks, I felt like I did not need it, I literally thought I'd lose interest in it altogether so I got back to it out of choice.
    And lastly, don't worry your fetish is not the worst I have much worse ones, and I've noticed a similar thing lately. I stopped watching the fetish I had for about a week+ and then a few days ago decided to binge on it and it was really not exciting at all, even though it usually is extremely thrilling like a drug, it became really boring now and I'd prefer other things over it in porn.

    How long do you plan to continue? I am on my 2nd day and starting with the 90 day challenge
     

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