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Weird Fantasies!

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by S26, Apr 13, 2020.

  1. S26

    S26 Fapstronaut

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    Hey guys,
    28M. Not very severely addicted, at least I feel. 10 days on hard mode. However, yesterday the weirdest fantasy hit me. I felt I was attracted to transwomen. I have NEVER seen trans porn in my life! :( is this normal while rebooting
     
  2. S26

    S26 Fapstronaut

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    A little more on this. Yesterday I had no urges. At night I was reading about transgenders, purely from a knowledge perspective and NOT to get aroused. To my horror I started feeling anxious and (I think aroused). So just to check if I am really aroused. I googled pictures. Again just to CHECK and no PMO. 15 seconds max. I got super anxious and started getting these urges about transwomen.
    PS: I have nothing against transwomen or people attracted to them. It is just that I have never in my life been specifically attracted to them or looked at trans porn. And that freaked me :(
     
  3. S26

    S26 Fapstronaut

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    Somebody please help!
     
  4. ankith

    ankith Fapstronaut

    I know you are curious and all, but atleast don't research more if you are getting anxiety. I don't mean to tell you to avoid, I mean just do 90 day Nofap and then go research on them later, for now keep your thoughts off them. Dude, I know you haven't watched trans porn, but people here are talking about how they have been attracted to them, which might have triggered off thoughts like what if I had an intimate relation with them. But even if that isn't the case, just keep off anything that is giving you arousal for 90 days.
     
  5. Marigny

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    Man I know what you're talking about.
    At the beginning of my hard mode jorney, I wanted to read subjects like that to keep my mind focused on the negative aspects of porn and the nofap challenge.
    I read topics posted on transwoman telling me that since I didn't like it, I wouldn't be a trigger.
    Big mistake, I felt like I had developed a new fetish. I had to try to hold about 5 days or a week the urge to watch this kind of porn and finally after the temptation came back to something more conventional (well, for me).

    Since then I have been very careful with what I read on this forum. I think the best thing to do is not to be carried away by curiosity. Curiosity often works against us.
     
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  6. S26

    S26 Fapstronaut

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    True I agree. I have stayed away from that stuff since the last few days and my fantasies have come back to normal
     
  7. S26

    S26 Fapstronaut

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    It also triggered my HOCD. I struggled for the last few days. Feeling much better and myself now
     
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