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Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by Helpme13, Jun 16, 2020.

  1. Helpme13

    Helpme13 Fapstronaut

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    I’ve been watching born from a very young age. When I was 12 I was watching transwoman porn and then I ended up fantasising about having sex with one of my male friends and it I hated it so much and I felt so sick when I was done but does this mean that I might be gay. I also ended up trying anal masturbation
     
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  2. Do you find women attractive?
     
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  3. Helpme13

    Helpme13 Fapstronaut

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    Yes I always have but there’s just this voice in the back of my head saying “what if I’m gay” and it gives me really bad anxiety
     
  4. You’re not gay you just are obsessing, ignore that voice
     
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  5. Helpme13

    Helpme13 Fapstronaut

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    Yeah but I try not to and sometimes it doesn’t bother me but when I’m having a bad day it just gets to me
     
  6. MikeSilva

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    This can happen because of the extensive porn use! I had the same, I am a heterosexual with a lovely girlfriend (almost 2-year relationship). If you look at porn for a very long time your brain will get desensitized so you have to look to more anxious stuff which gets your brain turned on again. In your case this is transwoman porn, in my case (more than 352 days ago) this was extreme fat girls (BBW). I did not get turned on by skinny beautiful girls anymore, I needed something more extreme. There are even stories that guys started with sex videos of a couple having sex and after 5-10 years they ended up with looking at animal porn or beastiality (human having sex with an animal).

    When I stopped looking at porn and rebooting my desire for fat girls went away and I am more into beautiful hot girls with a fit body. My brain started to resensitize and my original sexuality came back up. There are even stories of men out there who started nofap and were even disgusted of their previous porn usage. They are like: "how could I have watched that ?!?!"

    So my advice: you start nofap! stop looking at porn and stop masturbating, stop fantasizing and let your brain heal so you can get back to your original sexuality. Good luck my brother, if you have any further questions feel free to contact me any time ;)
     
  7. I understand that I suffer from similar types of unwanted attractions. I tend to self loathe when I indulge in them and feel shame if I try acting them out in my roleplaying chatrooms. So my best option is to ‘suck it up’ and do whatever I need to, to abstain from them
     
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  8. ST0P WATCHINg BORN!!!1
     
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