Pain that comes around mid day

Hello.

Day 60 almost. 60 days of not touching my self. This never happened in my life since being a kid. I let that sink in for a moment....

Now, I am truly convinced PMO withdrawal is real. I get pain all over my body for the last three days that starts from the afternoon. I also get sleepy. This reminds me of exactly the withdrawal I got from quitting coffee.

Also, my RLS is intensified but I feel like it's curing this time. It's intense and even painful but in a healing way. I know this with my heart.

I am shocked. Because as I go through the days I realize this is a real drug that is destroying lives! What we have been doing for all this time?

PS: Want to know something funny? In Greece, there are expressions from the local traditions that claim things like masturbation makes you silly, or a boy becomes a man when stop masturbating etc. Guess what. They were true all along!

 

It goes away now. Usually, it comes around the afternoon and at night time and it's related to the feeling of being sleepy. Dopamine related for sure.

 

Im much much better now! It looks like this flatline is going away. Also, my RLS feels under control.
I cant explain it but I feel like the chemistry in my brain is improving and the RLS is going away. Instead of huge up and downs the chemistry is now steady.

 

Yeah we have internal clocks. But now overall im getting over a big flat line and back into a normal state but improved! I feel my nerves much better and also I can see all situations in life with a calm and cool look. Something I never had before. Panic was my middle name! Now that I grew a pair of balls finally I'm like - chill, think and act.