Relationship with God

I am a Gay or Bi Guy 21 years old. I have a boyfriend for about 2 years now. who is the same age as me. Before the epidemic we would do sexual activities before I hate or don't want sex at all and just masturbation we lived together months before the epidemic has stricken and we are sexually active with and without protectives. but during lockdown I changed I repented to God. I went back to my Mother's place due to Lockdown issues and my Boyfriend went to his Step Mother's that is quite far. I have been practicing self control from then on.

I stopped watching porn and as well as masturbating. However there are times like after a week I would masturbate virtually with my boyfriend. It lessen unlike before I would release orgasm everyday. Now it turned to twice a month and only once in a month. I Prayed to God always to remove the lustful Thoughts as well as Anxiety, Depression out of my mind. And I would listen to christian songs. I focused on the Lord and I would pray for Discipline and Strength to Stop the temptations and negative thoughts. To be replaced with Positivity, Happiness, calm, secured.

I tried prayer and fasting to discipline myself as well as connect my relationship with God. As time goes on my anxiety is gone and I am able to take away my addictive habits of masturbating everyday and watching porn. Having a relationship with God feels so Great and I am thankful in his forgiveness. We have all been forgiven through Jesus Christ. You just have to accept Jesus in your Heart to receive it.

God Bless to all who have read this.
Listen to these songs if you want.

Who you say I am-Hillsong
Who you are-Unspoken
You say-Lauren Daigle
Remember-Lauren Daigle
King of Hearts-kutle