i have extreme mood swings for 3 days now and i can absolutely not understand it: i am already on week 9 and i have already beaten my flatline and i already thoufgt i am healed. could it be because i edged 2 weeks ago? But why did it then come so late and not the day after?I feel like one year ago during my worst time i can not understand that and for the first time since i started nofap i feel so bad that i get urges and edge a bit. For several weeks now i felt like the guy i always wanted to be but now i feel worse than in my worst time and my brain always tells me that it is no flatline but nofap does not work.Might that be the real flatline, is it because of the edging or is it a second flatline?
I don't think healing is that fast, especially if you peek or edge from time to time. Your mind is going to try and play all kinds of tricks on you to get access to that easy and cheap form of pleasurable feelings. But keep in mind that once you do it you will be disappointed. Disappointed in yourself that your streak is lost, but also disappointed in the PMO process (it never feels as good as we imagine it to feel beforehand). It can definitely be a second flatline, recovery is never a linear process, it goes up and down and up and down. Stay strong, it will be worth it some day!
