Good Evening, I am a 28 year old male that has a chronic Porn and masturbating addiction. I am here because I want to beat this addiction and get a better control on my life and to improve my own mental health. I have treated women like objects and valued their bodies.I spent 9 years knowing and 4.5 years dating a woman that i was in love with the idea of. and not in love with who she was. I mistreated her because she had gained weight so I dove into porn for the "ideal" porn star body. I had an emotional affair with an ex girlfriend from 9 years ago. I tormented my spouse (I called her my spouse because I believed her to be the one for me) with my porn addiction. I would not be able to ejaculate and sometimes I had to finish myself off after sex. I am Stopped viewing porn and Masturbating September 15th. It will be 2 days pretty soon. I will be making a journal of my reboot in the journal section. I would appreciate you looking through my struggles and help keep myself accountable as I go through this healing journey. I beat my Nicotine addiction I can beat this.
