2 days brave Fellowship Let´s welcome the new member of the Companion: @UpInSmokeTour The following brothers have upgraded and reach places in Middle Earth. Congratulations!! @Ininterrompu - Hobbit / Hobbiton @Akeakua - Ford of Bruinen / Eriador Have a great day my friends Onward!!!!
Just got back from my short getaway. It was fantastic! I did however have a wet dream last night and I've been feeling the chaser effect like crazy today, but I haven't given in to the urges yet. Tomorrow is day 16 - I'll officially be a hobbit and I would have broken my personal best of 15 days without PMO!!
I have had a lot of PMO relapse dreams in the past, and in the dreams, I made the decision to relapse, but then I wake up relieved and happy that it was just a dream. I have not had a relapse dream in a while, but they can be very distressing. Especially when you are on a long streak. Then you feel like you failed, but then you wake up and realize that it was just a dream. I know when I have relapse dreams, I am more likely to relapse in waking hours afterward, so I am glad that you do not think about it otherwise. Best, Mathman1994
Congratulations! I hope that I can make it to 44 days this streak without too many bumps. The longest I have gone without PMO is 31 days, so 44 days is really cool, especially knowing that everyday for you is a new record. Keep it going! Best, Mathman1994
Day 6 - Uruk-Hai @RiseToGreatness I have finally made it to Uruk-Hai again after much struggle for the last few weeks. In two days, I will have beaten my most recent streak from two weeks ago of a week. In three days, I will have gone two weeks without a full relapse, and the only reason I am on day 6 instead of day 10 is that I have had a couple resets here and there. While they were not full relapses, I looked at images for longer than I promised myself I would before I would consider it a reset because I did not snap out of it right away. Two days ago could have been a reset, but I snapped out of it before it got too out of hand, so I did not consider it a break in my streak. With that said, I have to be hyper aware, because even if I am not masturbating, I am playing it a little risky by even searching. Who knows, maybe I will reset to that point again, if it gets to be too much for me, but right now, I feel confident that I can beat this thing. Best, Mathman1994