Forgot to check in yesterday but I am now 4 days clean. I think I found the wind in my sails once more and I will be able to keep going.
Day 2 check-in Well things go smooth since I do not have any influence from social media etc. and mentally whenever a sliver of thought goes that way I crush it. I will rise again it seems, and I will surpass my former record.
Completed day 35. Honestly the last few days has been a struggle to control my urges. I don't know what set them off but I was very close to resetting. My libido must have peaked after a long flatline. I suddenly got a hard-on out of nowhere and it was very tempting to play. Now everytime I text a female friend, the same thing happens. Not what I expected after 33+ days. I still maintain no edging and think it is key to victory. On another note I hiked up Korea's (second) highest peak 2 days ago. It took 9 hours to go up and down. Over 40,000 steps walked. I felt like Frodo going up Mt Doom. I'm going to be sore for days. My calf muscles are killing. It was great to do the trek alone and I'm happy that I achieved it. With fall colors starting to show I'll be looking for another mountain to climb next week. I enjoy reading everyone's posts. Sometimes we struggle but I think this thread really helps.
Day 25! I'm spending the night at the old Watchtower of Amon Sûl . I have destroyed PMO forces are lurking in the area.