Update : After 1 month of abstine

Hi all, a disclaimer : I do not have any intents of telling lies.
I have NOT RELAPSED. And will not and I am on hard monk mode.

About me : I was a regular fapper with daily frequency of 1. This is the third time I am doing NoFap and this time I considered it doing very seriously.
First time - during march 2019 ( 3 months)
Second time - during march 2020 ( 1 month)
Third time - from october 2020.

I consider this NoFap practice to be very serious and has affected me very positively.
Indians consider this as brahmacharya(it means, path of brahma, combinations of celibacy, meditation, study on one focused field and strict following of a guru)
I am a vegetarian by my culture, while on eggs occasionally.
I do not drink.
I do not meditate.
I do not work out.
I write c#.

Observations so far:
1. Brainfog is partially out.
2. Skin is tight. Meaning that it is smooth, and shine. Like golden texture.
3. Slowly remembering things better. I had an eidetic memory, looks like with prolonged practice, I will get this back.
4. Internally happy.
5. My sweat is not having smells.
6. Can think better, work faster.
7. Less feeling of tiredness.
8. Women attraction - I think it has also started., but I do not need this anyway.
9. I like my own eyes. They are so bright.
10. Beard grows faster. I liked sweat of my beard.

I am still having issues balancing emotions.
Regarding motivation- I think I am still on flat line, with mixed experiences.

I wake up late at 10.00am , because I stay late 2.00am/3.00am. I follow monophase sleep pattern.
I need to wake up early so that I can get myself even better.

Please let me know of suggestions/questions, if any.
Edit1: Reason for abstinence- I need to be a good man.