John Call
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John Call

Fapstronaut, Male, 40

Do not Edge, if you Edge you Slip, and if you Slip you Fall. Aug 3, 2020

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    1. vxlccm
      vxlccm
      Excellent work making it into double digits :)
      1. John Call, fg4795, Roady and 2 others like this.
      2. John Call
        John Call
        Thanks for following up, yes entering the double digits zone is a good start.
        Aug 30, 2020
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    2. vxlccm
      vxlccm
      You can definitely do this. Don't worry about failures as much as maintain high hopes in your current efforts and future success :)
      1. John Call
        John Call
        Thanks for your supportive words, i am gaining a lot from my previous streaks and experience, and i hope this time will be different.
        Aug 23, 2020
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    3. Roady
      Roady
      Somebody called. I thought it was John. No?
      1. John Call
        John Call
        Hahahaha
        Aug 11, 2020
    4. John Call
      John Call
      Do not Edge, if you Edge you Slip, and if you Slip you Fall.
    5. John Call
      John Call
      I completely suppress my Urges, i don't allow them to say hello or take a breath or get any light, because if i let them i'm DEAD, i know it
      1. dreamer81
        dreamer81
        That is key. The moment an urge start emerging...it has to be smashed with full force. Before, my approach was 'Let's just look at this for few minutes'' to find myself relapsing short after. Now, the first second an urge comes, I will get as far as possible from any device and I will go for a walk. There should be no compromise with this
        Aug 3, 2020
      2. John Call
        John Call
        Exactly dreamer, it's much easier to fight the existing of the urge before it appears than fighting the urge after being there already.
        Aug 3, 2020
    6. That'sJustDandy
      That'sJustDandy
      Well done for 11 days - it can be hell. I'm glad you're already seeing some benefits.
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    7. John Call
      John Call
      11 days away from PMO & i feel like I'm flying with boosted energy and recovered memory, I'm remembering things that i forgot 7 years ago.
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      2. John Call
        John Call
        @|Useless| that's what's worrying me most, i have to stay alerted all the time, thanks for the reminder.
        Jul 24, 2020
      3. John Call
        John Call
        Jul 24, 2020
      4. ❤️Follower of God❤️
        ❤️Follower of God❤️
        You will succeed! :)
        Jul 24, 2020
    8. John Call
      John Call
      Our goal is to live porn free, not to live on the edge of porn and keep slipping every few weeks.
      1. Happah19
        Happah19
        Easier said than done
        Jul 24, 2020
      2. John Call
        John Call
        Nobody said it's easy, but it is still doable, if others did why can't I.
        Jul 24, 2020
    9. John Call
      John Call
      Be careful, just a small indulgance can take you back to where you don't wanna go.
    10. The Symbol of Hope
      The Symbol of Hope
      Thanks for the Follow :)
      1. John Call
        John Call
        You're welcome my friend
        Jul 22, 2020
    11. Deleted Account
      Deleted Account
      Thank you for the follow bird. Keep flying.
      1. John Call
        John Call
        Indeed
        Jul 22, 2020
    12. TheStranger
      TheStranger
      Thanks for following me.
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      2. TheStranger
        TheStranger
        Indeed. May I ask why you're following me?
        Jul 22, 2020
      3. John Call
        John Call
        I'm new to NoFap, and i followed who i saw they are active and motivating for others, and your activities shows that.
        Jul 22, 2020
      4. TheStranger
        TheStranger
        I see. I wish you luck , friend.
        Jul 22, 2020
    13. John Call
      John Call
      To be reminded daily that I'm addicted to PMO is useful to stay on track Once forgot that I'm an addict to PMO it's easy to slip and relapse
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    15. thinking_differently
      thinking_differently
      1. Wonderful Profile pic. 2. Wonderful status. That’s The way Want to be! Be aware of the entire picture, yet being able to pin point and attack accurately! Cheers man! STAY STRONG!
      1. John Call
        John Call
        Oh man, you cheered me up with your nice words,
        You too STAY STRONG....
        Jul 18, 2020
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    Jul 6, 1980 (Age: 40)
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    I'm 39 years old, I've been addicted to Porn for 27 years now,
    I did PMO during my puberty, and excessively after my puberty, in the 90s it was different, it was through watching VCR video tapes and porn magazines, then by using the computer and then the super fast internet speed came in with that abundant porn on it.

    When i was 19 i got addicted to drugs for three years and half, then i met the love of my life and she was the reason for me to quit drugs, we got married when i was 24, I'm still with her and she is very supportive, we have three kids.

    I thought that marriage with the one I love will be the end of porn in my life, but guess what "it wasn't", my PMO continued side by side with my marriage, I had high sexual performance with my wife and very satisfying to her (and maybe that's why it took me so long to take this addiction more serious), but still having sex with her was not the most enjoyable sexual practice for me, mostly after having sex with her i go to watch porn, because i felt that that was something else and a different type of joy from the joy of having real sex.

    i knew that porn is an addiction in 2016 by watching videos on you tube, and that was a shock and a discovery to me.

    i have all the capabilities to be a very successful person in my work or in private business, but until today I'm still on the lowest grade of the engineers in my company and when i discovered that porn is an addiction that gives you instant gratitude which leaves you with no motivation i started understanding why I'm a failure in my practical life, and the private business that i once started and spent in it most of my money (then) failed also, as i really didn't have the motive to make it succeed, i remember when i used to sit alone in my new private office that i opened PMOing all day for days and not accomplishing anything for months until i closed it and back to my lowest grade of engineers in my company.

    I tried to quit porn (without getting to know so much about the science behind that addiction) and it was not easy and I failed, then i started to listen to some videos on you tube to know some information about the NoFap (but not very detailed) then i started quitting seriously about 5 times and my maximum streak was 19 days until now.

    Now i decided to participate in the NoFap community and reading more about the details of that addiction (not only listening), and i hope that i will find here the help that i need to quit that addiction and to taste life in the normal way that everybody else around me are tasting it and enjoying it and enjoying accomplishing things in it, I'm 39 year now and if don't do it now I'm worried that it will be too late for me, only now and i can be back on my feet and be a successful person, later it would be too late.

    if you read so far: "thank you" and please wish me luck and success this time.
    I'm 39 years old, I've been doing the PMO for 27 years now,
    I did PMO during my puberty, and excessively after my puberty 3-4 times a day, in the 90s it was different, it was through watching VCR video tapes and porn magazines, then by using the computer and then the super fast internet speed came in with that abundant porn on it.

    When i was 19 i got addicted to drugs, then i met the love of my life and she was the reason for me to quit drugs and get married to her when i was 24, I'm still with her and she is very supportive and i have 3 kids.

    I thought that marriage with the one I love will be the end of porn in my life, but guess what "it wasn't", my PMO continued side by side with my marriage, i never had any sexual short comings in my relation with my wife, but still having sex with her was not the most enjoyable sexual practice for me, mostly after having sex with her i go to watch porn, because i felt that that was something else and a different type of joy from the joy of having real sex.

    i knew that porn is an addiction in 2016 by watching videos on you tube, and that was a shock and a discovery to me.

    i have all the capabilities to be a very successful person in my work or in private business, but until today I'm still on the lowest grade of the engineers in my company and when i discovered that porn is an addiction that gives you instant gratitude which leaves you with no motivation i started understanding why I'm a failure in my practical life, and the private business that i once started and spent in it most of my money (then) failed also, as i really didn't have the motive to make it succeed, i remember when i used to sit alone in my new private office that i opened PMOing all day for days and not accomplishing anything for months until i closed it and back to my lowest grade of engineers in my company.

    I tried to quit porn (without getting to know so much about the science behind that addiction) and it was not easy and I failed, then i started to listen to some videos on you tube to know some information about the NoFap (but not very detailed) then i started quitting seriously about 5 times and my maximum streak was 19 days until now.

    Now i decided to participate in the NoFap community and reading more about the details of that addiction (not only listening), and i hope that i will find here the help that i need to quit that addiction and to taste life in the normal way that everybody else around me are tasting it and enjoying it and enjoying accomplishing things in it, I'm 39 year now and if don't do it now I'm worried that it will be too late for me, only now and i can be back on my feet and be a successful person, later it would be too late.

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