Chastity and cross-dressing

Hi guys !

it was two big of my old fetish. I'm in my first streak there (32 days of nofap hard mode). My strategy is to rewire my brain (3-6 months) then have normal sex with a girl for the first time in my life.

But MEN ! I used to steal the clothes of some girls i knew and wore them at home. I was imagining (in my mind) that i was in chastity, teased, denied and forced to wear her clothes and then fucked with a big dildo to be feminized. The only thing i never did is to buy a chastity, fortunately.

I took picture of girls i knew (ass, boobs), like creepshot and candid shot. And stole clothes. At first i was ashamed but along the time, i had no real regrets, like desensitized, like it was normal, no blame on me, wtf ?

I'm glad to lessen my fetish, but what is the key to delete them forever ? It's not me to do that, though it could be me, i don't want to keep them.

Do you think my strategy will work ?

 

Only per woman for feelings and body.

But when i was deep in my fetish, i was in cuckholding (just in my mind) and feminization (forced to suck cock and to be girly, etc.).


I think i just have some problems to moderate my desire. I used to play 40-60 hours to video games per week (til 21 yo) and to fell in love (with girls) deep every year. One time i didn't eat a lot for 3 months (because of love) and i lost 15 kilos (i was not fat before the lose of 15kg). I had insomnia anxiety and stress too. But i look like social and sane in real life.

So now i'm working on my behavior and my brain with books and every day habits

 

Thank you for your comments fellas ! I'm better everyday, my brain is rewire. I have never had a sexual relation in my life (maybe a blowjob 7 months ago but not more). So i stay on the road for 2-5 more months and then build a sane relation with a girl. I'm playing guitar, piano, chess like a god, read a lot of books, like neuroscience and psychology, do a lot of sport, have a better social life, 'm more attractive, etc.

Just need to stay into Nofap, Sport, Positive psychology (thinking control, positivism, meditation, gratitude and others), Self esteem (some books on and bodybuilding), Self confidence (through the learning of skills), and the management of addiction so in others words -> Dopamine

The strategy looks good, just avoid alcohol, pills and others things like that.

 

Thank you for your feedback Roady ! You confirm i'm on the right way.

I'm working on the book "The Rational Male" from Rollo Tomassi.

It helps a lot. At the same time, i'm reading a lot about self-esteem and self-confidence.

I will check your articles, i'm thankful you are spreading help.

Have a nice journey on nofap !

Faithfully
Your friend