30 Days! YES!!

Hello!


Oh well.. It’s my 30-day birthday today. Tbh, I didn’t have much of a struggle to go through NoFap experience up until… yesterday, I would say. I will explain way. I went straight into the flatline mode, on my 2nd week and stayed that way until my 29th day. It wasn’t hard to be on the streak, as I didn’t feel my sexual energy/libido at all. It was non-existent. No morning woods, no spontaneous erections (except for 2-3 times when I got a 60-70% erection). But yesterday I felt differently.. I felt like my primal animalistic instincts (to hunt and inseminate) started to wake up haha. Sounds funny, but it def felt as such a grounded, animalistic yet caring and affectionate energy. So my urges started to reappear. I successfully did a 7 mile run in 58 mins, took a very cold shower (my lips literally turned blue and my dick shrank into a raisin haha) and I had zero sexual thoughts. Today I woke up, no morning wood BUT a bit later on I got a spontaneous throbbing erection, which was rather hard. It didn’t stay hard for long and subsided fairly fast but what I want to say is that I feel like I am healing and exiting my flatline mode little by little. It feels like I will need more methods to control my urges in the future, if this awakening sexual monster gonna become more alive lol. But I am ready to tackle this and keep going with my NoFap journey (I am actually on SR mode and want to stay on it for as long as I can). My benefits that I feel: anxiety has subsided (not gone completely though), my package is bigger (I never needed that but… I don’t mind it haha), I cope with mental/rational/executive tasks in a much easier manner, I sleep less (5-6hrs feel more than enough to me), brain fog is almost completely gone (my brain is not being bombarded, poked and therefore exhausted by porn anymore), I am experiencing an improvement of my physical endurance, I don’t have that much of an appetite though. I mean, I eat normally, but I don’t feel like I am craving for something unreasonable, if that makes sense. I also started having an acne breakout and that is an interesting thing, as having acne in 30s is not that common unless… your body starts going through hormonal changes. That’s one of the main reasons why teens get acne, as there is a boost in sex hormones (androgens) production. But I am not a teen apparently, so… it's highly likely that I am having an increased production of testosterone. Well… I don’t mind that at all.  That would be my reflection for my 30th day on NoFap. I was quite detailed, but I did that purpousfully as I hope this will be informative and helpful to other fellows on here! Have a peaceful day, everyone!

 

Don’t worry, you will ! I actually just relapsed lol.

 

don't worry, you're gonna be fine. trigger was so innocent: I started shaving down there. One thing lead to another... I found myself in bed, spraying everything around me lol. no porn, though.

 

it is very powerful, indeed. well.. lesson learned. I think I know when I can attempt shaving routine. It's after my long runs, when my dick shrinks and I am completely asexual.

 

what's your longest strike?

 

that's very good, man. I am proud of you! Do you get wet dreams during your streaks>? I haven't experienced any. 30 days is my longest streak (which just ended lol) and I haven't experienced any wet dreams. I was just coming out from the flatline. Boners were intense today, so shaving was a real trigger...

 

gotcha. well, good luck on your journey! you're doing great!

 

It was a great orgasm for me, though. I took it all in and...let it all out haha. But now I am eager to go for a longer one. It was my longest without ejaculation since I started masturbating at 11. So this was a great accomplishment and I documented this journey along the way. I've learned a lot about myself and all those findings will stay with me. Now it's time to go for more!

 

how is it going for you, brother? What's your longest streak?

 

thanks man! I rewarded myself with an orgasm though lol .Now it's time to go for a longer streak! How is it going over there with you? What's your longest streak?