Day 5.. last 4 days was okay,,, but today,,, the heat is back... my classes have started and so i have enough things to focus,,, but the heat is high... it is lockdown and the gym is closed... am also trying to get back on studies track.
Day 8 (almost 9) I'm now on the other side of the country, arriving at new job tomorrow. Should be interesting. I must remain vigilant, and maintain my connections...
Relapsed again.. yesterday.. i dont feel good about it.. accepting the fact that i'm an addict and this porn thing is hardwired insidee my head,, am giving it another shot... cut my headset wire , so I will not have any secret way to watch porn.. also keeping my room door open as much as possible.. letting more air and visibility in to my room
its the heat mate.. I haven't felt this much trouble going on with my last streaks.. i don't know if its the climate or my hormones, i feel unbearable not to watch porn and fap
