Shouldn't have relapsed

It's f*****g boring but you don't stop because even if you don't want it anymore, you brain makes you watch it like a zombie.

You doubt yourself if or not it's really you who wants to watch it.

Watched a documentary by SUN (didn't searched for it) and looking at the reality gave me a damn rational ground to stand on.

F**k the effects of Porn.

 

It was some back scene of actors reading script and getting ready with makeup.

It's all actors and acting.

 

The day I watch p**rn and become numb.
The other day I woke again with an urge.
It become a vicious cycle.

 

Thanks Man.