Who else is gender confused and hates being a man?

yea I think you should actually try taking that one guys advice and actually try working out.. that way you can kick your dad's ass if he trys that crap of being abusive.. you need to be a man, and come to grip with reality and be a man you are meant to be.. your dad wants you to be less than so theyll be no one to challenge him.. it's the reason he seems nice but beats YOU guys in private unchallenged.. you have to get stronger, you have to break through this mental barrier that was set up by whomever /you or him/ for fear of watever reason.. get stronger and kick this guy's ass talk some truth into him.. he's weak for being a munipulative coward that hits women that wants to stop YOU from becoming a threat.. get stronger dude.. mentally and physically.. stop fapping, harber your strength and your words to become power speak REAL truth to yourself.. know what's right and wats wrong and STICK with that! it's NOT about sex anymore Your life is deeper than that..

you can tell us everything you hate about yourself or wat you don't want to become but all it sounds like to me is that you don't want to be your father or anything like him..
there are pretty good male role models out there..
let that influence you


also note that often times we are our own enemy in most cases /but I'm sure you kno this already seeing how you started the post and the way you say you hate this and that about you..
as I said before find good influences of good men you wish you could be or be like (favorite youtuber idk if you can't find any look for some change your mindstate and say wat kind of man would I like to be/ good movies/ good fathers on TV shows or a good book)

 

I feel a Sence of shame being a white male in the USA, but not guilt. Even after I stopped objectify all woman because it was what I was taught. Mostly because I knew the men were wrong but the women that raised me my mom and aunts they showed me how to treat women. They showed me that women will kill themselves if you don't say they look sexually appealingly.so I hate all men. I hate sports and anyone who places value in them. I hate beer, spiting, baseball caps, and hunting and killing for fun... Murder is FUN?. I've never driven a car let alone worked on one. I'm deeply disterbed by the preditory nature of collecting sexual encounters. I hate all men. But I never wanted to be a woman. There worse. They need the system in place. But that's just me... For me I'm thankful to be male. A real man. A pasafist that helps all he meets, who can display empathy and give support to those that desperately need it. It's not the dick that's the problem it's what you do with it.

 

It doesn't sounds like a healthy attitide to be honest.

 

You have porn-induced gender dysphoria.

 

Fuck, I feel like I could've helped OP if I had been here 4 months earlier, but I was in a similar situation to him for 5-6 months. Made me suicidal, but it definitely seemed porn-induced. I didn't experience getting raped or having a bad father figure, and I feel like that severely impacted OP's opinions on masculinity too.

Hard times produce strong men.
Strong men produce good times.
Good times produce weak men.
Weak men produce hard times.

(Dw this can also be applied to women lol), but OP's at the end of the cycle, his father and the person who raped him were weak men who produced a hard time for OP. If he truly wants to know his gender identity (hey he could be a woman), he really needs to stop watching porn for at least 3 months. Only then can he remove the effects of porn (especially if he was watching sissy porn) from his brain, and perhaps gain a better understanding of his own gender identity.

I'm posting this for anybody in a similar situation to OP who sees the thread now.

 

Well, be a man that doesn't fall into all the stereotypes. You can choose that and still be a man. Much of what society says is manhood is twisted anyway. Why not define what real manhood looks like absent all that garbage and baggage? Be yourself, not an image of a man that others' have and not a woman that you don't want to even be, as you say.

 

The power of ideas is remarkable. The power of the brain to really believe in what is currently considered valid.
But never think that our current habits are 'truth'.
I imagine that it is easier to not transition, as your genetics (since the womb) are set up to be male.
So, get used to it. Don't watch confusing pornography, do exercise, eat well, study/work, and maybe in time you will just want to be a man who hopefully is with a good woman.

 

I should also add that trans never have the real challenge of periods and the nightmare of childbirth. Plus the sleepless nights of feeding babies. It ain't easy.