Russian prostitutes

Hey guys what's up,

I moved to Moscow Russia 2 years ago, I'm a sex addict:

-I hit on every hot girl I see
-date girls all the time (to have sex)
-can fap 4-5x per day easy
-escorts
-porn
-severe fetish for skinny girls (model type girls)

Anyway, I moved here to fulfill my fetish for skinny girls since there are a lot of them here. I thought that it would be easy to bed them, I'm a tall good looking guy, Russian girls are easily attracted to me, good. I date a ton of them but it just doesn't work, it almost never goes beyond a date or two, no sex, there are some reasons why (culture, hypergamy..) but it's not the point of this thread. I'm still trying to figure how it works here, It's been two years now. I've never have any problem to get laid in my life. I used to have girls on rotation, date models, super hot girlfriends, etc.

Now I'm totally discouraged, I can't get laid at all and I feel that I've tried everything. I can't fulfill my addiction and fetish. It's like I am a gambler who lives in a casino but can't play or never wins anything. It causes me a lot of anxiety. I'm emotionally vulnerable.

I started to go see escorts (skinny girls escort) and it's getting out of control, I saw 3 in a week (one today) and I feel I could go tomorrow and the day after.. I have a hard time controlling myself. Russian escorts are really hots and prices are "affordable". I have money but not that much, I have to be very careful, I'm slipping and I know it can become a real addiction for the reasons above, I'm already an addict. Booking escorts here is easy, it's well organized and "safe". I'm browsing escorts on a very popular website, I can spend hours browsing and I almost always end up meeting a prostitute. Everything is going well in my life right now, but my dating/sex life is a mess and now I'm seeing escorts all the time, it's expensive and it's a really bad habit. To be honest, I'm a bit afraid of loosing control for real. Being an escort addict surely won't help my dating life, with real girls and can causes me a lot of trouble.

I'm starting a streak today, no escort this week, no escort browsing, NoFap, no porn. One week at the time. I deleted all my favorites (escort profiles) and phone numbers.

Wish me good luck.

 

Thanks man

 

University starts in a few days, it will keep my mind busy. It's gonna help.

 

Day one done.

 

Day 3 almost done. Today was difficult, I browsed the website 5minutes today and quickly realized that I was about to slip, I immediately stopped. No escort is not that difficult, but no escort+nofap, ehhh. I'm glad I didn't relapse today.

 

Really easy to meet them and date them, but to bring them home? good luck.

 

Day 4 done. It's getting difficult to resist, I think about it all the time.

 

Day 5 done, I had a date tonight, I didn't wanted to go at first because I thought what for? I'm gonna waste my time. The girl wrote me today asking about the date (time and place) so I decided to go. It was a super nice date, the girl was amazing, we really connected. Hope we are going to see each other again.

 

34 days escort free
7 days pmo free

Not easy