No women for over 5 years

> Have not talked or had a woman as friend for the past 5 years
> I sexualize women to much
> I cant not look women straight into the eyes
> Never kissed
> Only sex experience is the hookers
> Lost my virgin thing at 20 going to tha hookers
> Have no social life apart from two friends and work
> I dont care about clubs or something i hate them
> I dont make friends easy
> It takes alot of time for me to be confortable with somebody

 

i do go to the gym but i do not talk to women only too some dudes i know from the past years of the gym

 

Keep throwing things at the wall to see what sticks. For me it was volleyball and metal working. At least those are the most recent things I've found that I like. Before that it was board games and 12 step meetings. Life is far from perfect but that's how I've started addressing the two items on your list that I've quoted.

 

17 days it ,ay have

 

ill try that

 

17 days is my best in one year -,- but iil will get there dont worry