Were you anxious / scared about using Porn for the first time ? I believe i was... I was afraid of two things; being caught watching it and afraid of it... Sonehow this thing changed, did the same thing happens to you ?
Interesting question. I'm almost 55, so porn was magazines when I started. I probably didn't buy my first porno magazine until I was in college. Prior to then I would sneak fashion magazines out of the trash and look at them. Sometimes I would draw my own porn.
I was slow to mature physically and psychologically. Puberty didn't hit me hard until I was 16. Before that time I had been fascinated with pretty models in fashion catalogs or art books, but around 16 I started feeling arousal from mildly sexual things I would see on TV. I had my first wet dream at a very awkward time when my family was moving from our home due to financial problems. All my clothes were packed in boxes ready to leave the house the next morning, and I was sleeping on the living room floor because the furniture was all gone. So I had a wet dream under those conditions, and there were no clean clothes. I don't remember how I worked that out, but it wasn't a pleasant introduction to puberty LOL. A few months later our family was all crammed into a shotgun house in a slum in a new town. I was sharing a tiny bedroom with my younger sister. We were sleeping on two mattresses with about 4 inches separation between them, and that filled the entire bedroom. I happened to see a comic in the newspaper with a sexy princess and a frog that aroused me and wouldn't leave my mind. In the middle of the night I woke up with an erection and was afraid I might have a mess in my pants later, so I packed a bunch of tissue in there just in case. Then I tried to go back to sleep and began to have more arousal and then ejaculated accidentally without stimulating myself. That was the first ejaculation while awake, and I felt terrible about myself - especially since my younger sister was sleeping on a mattress right beside me. ... So that was my first PMO and I have been addicted ever since (almost 40 years now).
I fapped the first time with two hands, one after the other - Fantasisying about Elementary school girls my age! They were my class mate... Man, It happened in 2004.
I think I was shaking with excitement at just a few crappy nude images. I literally must of only been like 9 or 10. But the internet at this point was complete garbage.
I was having a bit of the effect I was going to feel, because several friends spoke well but I was scared myself.
