90 or so days

i don't count, since it's the second time after a relapse i am "clean" for at least 90 days.
My motivation is not clear in my mind.
Only thing clear is, since then i have better connections to other people. I am nicer to them.
I heard of "NoFap" community and was laughing cuz i thought noone would be as stupid as me ^^

nvm i think it started when i was in love with a girl and watching pron felt like cheating so i didnt do it.

Well the girl is gone but i still dont fap. Even though i'm alone now, it's even harder.

But i got the ultimative anti-fap activity: work out.