Feeling gloomy Like nothing else can make me happy This shit sucks, but I'm over it at this point. Can't wait for my brain to reboot. I gave myself a hug. I'm kind of buzzed. If you are reading this... You are stronger than you think. That's a given. That's true of all humans. So, believe in yourself. That's the key. Don't be like me moments ago. I let go of my vision and let fear take over. Now, I am awakening and embarking on my journey. Was all of this worth it? I don't know. Who cares. Am I learning lessons from this? Maybe. Any way I look at this, the only way is forward. Godspeed. -Troy