How to forgive myself?

Ask for forgiveness and be forgiven.

 

The best way to forgive yourself for watching fetish crap is to never do it again. The longer you stay away, the better you will feel about it. Stop dwelling on it. Good luck!

 

What happened in that week?

 

Don't blame yourself too much and don't feel too much sorry for yourself. It doesn't helpt. Get out of bed and start with improving yourself. Step by step. Baby steps, but every step leads to the solution.

 

Just remember, you haven't done anything scary. You are just hooked on watching some pixels. You need to quit foor good and everything will be just fine. We've all watched some disturbing sh.t, bro. Just be cool to yourself and quit warching that fu.king garbage.
Peace...

 

We all need somebody to who we can speak out our secrets.
There is just one way we can rid of our shame: through the mouth.

 

You can't lose your masculinity bro. Da F know some stupid porn producers about masculinity and other people? F them... they are the pigs!

 

You just got tricked dude. No shame in that. Everyone gets got by life at some point. Yeah it might be shameful to watch some weird porn, but it'd be more shameful if you just continue to sit inn this hole you've dug yourself. Work on bringing yourself up and don't worry about where you were. Take it as a point of pride to know how far you've gotten from your lowest point.

I was heavily addicted to sissy porn for several years. I watched terrible porn, I crossdressed, I anally penetrated myself and I fantasized about being fucked by guys who bullied me in high school. After stopping porn, having some fun sexy times, and just enjoying life, I honestly just laugh at that stuff now. It was just some stupid stuff I was doing while I was on porn. I don't think I'm ready to share that stuff with anyone yet, and some of it will likely go to the grave, but it's honestly kinda funny now.

Get into a good place in your life and it'll just be easier to laugh it off

 

Similar story, time helps. It’s been years since it happened, I still feel feelings of shame but it’s a lot less intense as it once was. Reading stories of people with similar experiences also helps, makes me feel like I’m not the only idiot in this world. Everything you wrote about I totally relate to, especially about feeling like a broken man.keep fighting brother

 

I have read that it help narrating it in the third person, just don't do it where other can hear you.