Quit porn, quit that damn habit already

Today was the most embarrasing day of my life. I have not been able to climax even with the best woman, curvy and all that, I have had a crush for years. I feel terrible. Even though am reporting this, am about two weeks into nofap already and this time i decided it was for the good. So this report was also to mention that woman attraction is true, when you are on nofap, you do manly things and women notice that. So anyway I got the chance to get laid and I was able to get an errection perfectly and I pleased her to climacing over three times, but I noticed one thing. I was unable to climax. I noted I have delayed ejaculation. The lady noticed as she asked me if I did and she wanted me to do it. But I was unable to do it and i didnt want to rub one out, it was going to be wierd. So to be honest Im just at the rockbottom of this habit and even though it didnt end in a bad mood for her as I told her i have not had sex for over one year which is actually true. So she thought it would be likely reason. Deep down i know that I didnt finish because of delayed ej. So now for real, I am just already proving to myself how badly I need to quit this habit. I hope i still get chance to be with her again, but one thing is for sure, am definitely staying in this streak and am not going to rub one out just because I didnt get to finish. I want to be serious in this nofap.
I am not going to fail. After all I have just diagnosed myself of this disease and I have no option. This is my only way. I have no other way.
Porn is not an option, masturbating is not an option, i believe i will eventually find a good woman in the end.
This is so sad but i am more than motivated for ending this habit.

 

I didnt know where else to post this but it is good i got it out there.
I feel hollowx having satisfied the lady and not having satisfied myself while in it. I will just try and ignore it.