I guess i am not the only one

Hi
newbie here, i actually didn't know there are so many great forums here it's pretty amazing tbh!

My porn addiction story is like any other: i started watching it when i was 13-14 (now 20) and it destroyed my life.
I decided to join this community last night when i saw my self getting sexually aroused by what they call loli hentai shit for the first time. in other words, i am at the edge now if i go on being the sick pervert porn addict that i am who justifies fapping.. i might even start liking cp i mean sjlsfljfjlsdjfldl GOod it makes me fucking sick even typing this shit like dude how tf did i let my self get to this far i mean i know alot of people had the same thing where porn takes them to a different thing time after time for example i use to not like hardcore porn then at one point that was all i could fapp to: women getting slapped around and treated like objects then hentai and now fucking loliwhat!!?? omg bro like this fucking thing is destroying my fucking soul swear to GOOD and at this point it's not even a choice...there was time i could at least choose when to watch porn and fapfap now i feel like fucking robot controlled with a remote like i can't even remember how i made my self to relapse etc anyway... i am sure you have heard something similar to this zillion fucking times alread and sorry for the bad english + ranting ... i just DON'T want become one of those animals who just let go of themselves. PORN IS FUCKING DANGEROUS!!!!

 

[QUOTE=" Feeling so hopeless, Im completely braindead already.[/QUOTE]

I felt the same for a long time but its been few days and I already feel better
I kinda feel disgusted by some types of porn already. Now Imagine how you and I will feel like after a year or so... Your brain will go back to Zero.
And that's why I have hope, I have seen guys who were hardcore addicts become disgusted everytime they get flashbacks. One guy ones told me that he doesn't even who tf that person was because he experienced change both mentally and physically and after a year he failed to recognize what the fuck he was before nofap. Its like when you grow up and laugh at your mistakes as a child or in your teenage years etc.

We are men we can make it. Fuck porn.