I´m afraid for the first love

Hi everyone, how are you?

I hope you all are good.

Before to start, I need to say that my fight with my addiction stills, but for a good way, I have a long way in front of my, just step by step. But today I have some different in mind.

I´m 19 years old, I fall in love with some girls, maybe four or five. They was beautiful and nice, but just that, no something real. I never had a girlfriend, so, I don´t have luck LOL.

Now, in the middle of my journey, I think about the first love, that love that I never experienced before, but, I hope someday it come real. I hope I´ll ready to enjoy it, healthy and responsible, but... I know that humans aren´t monogamus and the first girlfriend is a kind of "demo" (I hope I´m wrong), so, what happend with the love that ends in both parts, I´m afraid of it... Am I clear? Maybe is something confuse LOL.

Anyways, I hope we can chat about it. Good luck, see you.

 

Thank you for your answer, a very good one. Yes... we just have the experiences and the opportunity with build more everyday with our values and heart.

Thanks for your time, and hope you´re right.

See you

 

Thank you for take the time to read my post and share your opinion.

Yes, that´s true! we just have the present and always we have a new opportunity to find people and added to our life. Thanks for answer and yeah, I´m good now haha

 

Hello again.

Just I want to add on this post that, I need to be healthy before a relationship, and understand that in a long time probably I won´t have a girlfriend is ok, and it´s fine.

Now, the present, is only mine.