2yr hardmode

This is not making sense to me, so pardon me if I am asking too many details.
You are saying that for 2 years or 365 times 2 = 730 days you have not once , not one freaking single time, looked at P, or masturbated, or orgasmed, and you are having these problems.
Honestly, I don’t believe you.
What you are saying is simply not possible imo.
Sorry to put this so bluntly, and I’m willing to be corrected if I’m wrong, but prima facie I don’t think you’re being honest with yourself.

 

Everyone is different but if you actually retain your semen for two full years it is my expectation that you will not have these questions and issues.

There could be other factors at play, but just 40-120 days semen retention makes me incredibly creative and mentally strong as obsidian. So far it has just been the management of this energy that has been my issue, not the things you are describing.

Re your questions. For most people their dick will work just fine. These kinds of baseless fears usually arise early in rebooting- first or second 90-day attempt.
Happy chemicals come back once you exercise regularly and don’t overload your dopamine circuits.

 

@Rexbrent and @everyone else. There is something that comes before, that causes addictions in pmo or any other addiction in existence. Something that very rarely gets mentioned as a root problem of addictions on nofap forum. Its traumas/abuse/neglect either it be from our parents, siblings, friends or someone else. An act of abuse that has been repeated many times over longer period of times, but one time in some cases can be enough.

However, It is an imperative NOT to fall into victim trap. Why? Because for every abuser there is a victim, and for every victim there is a savior, and for every savior there is an abuser. This is how world work for the most people right now, without them even realizing it. This is a vicious cycle that can be a challenge to get out of, but once you get out, you become free within.

The thing is, on any traumatic event, after it was experienced, 2 most notably things happen... 1: Conscious mind tries to "protect" you by blocking the memories so you don't have to relive that event again. 2: Subconscious mind never forgets.

Now, the trick is to bring back that which has been hiding to the surface for conscious mind to see so it can be dealt with.
BUT as long as thats not done, subconscious is controlling your every aspect of life, including the big ones: thoughts, actions and emotions.

Being honest to oneself is the first step.

Good luck to anyone reading this, you are loved, never forget that...

 

Great points! Great post! Lots of good psychological insight and wisdom here. Be well my friend.

 

And there is the rub. The idea that I am loved is lost in a life cought up in PMO. It is true, I am loved. This has been forgotten on a daily basis.

 

Simply because addictions breed chaotic energies and chaotic states of being. I think that should be obvious to most people here, through personal experiences.

And once that becomes a part of a daily life, for some even over a decade, true initially intended states of being becomes forgotten.

BUT its NOT gone. Just forgotten. Its up to each individual person to take responsibility and revive it, and remind themselves of the power they have, that is lying dormant and waiting to be awaken again...

 

Try getting a woman man. Retaining get u only so far.

 

This is click bait

 

If you feel this way about your “2 year hardmode” I think you may have been doing it with the wrong intentions. 2 years is more than enough time to create sexual transmutation, into your career, hobbies, business, relationships, fitness, meditations etc etc? What have you been doing outside of “no pmo” ???

 

You’re 35 you’re young , this just doesn’t make any sense

 

Do you have hobbies, friends, friends, how is your health? Physical health? Do you meditate? Pray?

what do you do? Outside of just “ 2 years of hardmode?

you didn’t even answer that?

do you have a career? Do you read?
Breathework? Cold therapy?

I don’t get what you are saying?

are you trolling