100 Days No Porn/Masturbation

Hey everybody,

I have finally reached over a 100 days of no Porn/Masturbation and let me tell you that everything is BIGGER BRIGHTER with A LOT MORE ENERGY

Day 1-20: I was feeling major depression- so serious that I had to lie in bed for 16 hours a day about 3-5 days a week. I was physically and mentally exhausted I could not even think clearly. My mental state was so exhausted from Porn/Masturbation that I couldn't no longer play video games or read past a single page in a book.

Day 20-60: I started having hope and feelings a lot more clearly. I started feeling motivation, I started the thought of going back to school, I started to think of goals and what I am meant to do with my future. Having thoughts were a big improvement from the first 20 days of no PM because everything seemed hopeless.

Day 60-100: For the very first time I started to have confidence again, its been years and years of hoping to bring back my spiritual soul. I am no longer tired, when it comes going out and doing stuff I am head to toe with it and my feet are already out the door. I am noticing that my confidence can MAKE ME DO ANYTHING THAT I WANT. If I told myself now that I wanna start school I can most definitely do it. If I tell myself that I can talk to three girls a day so that I can make friends I can definitely do so.

What I have learned about NoFap:
There are many things that people can possibly handle, some can smoke cigarets, some can drink tons of beers, some can watch Porn all day, some can have sex all day, but in the most understanding for that I cannot handle Porn and Masturbation. It is something that clearly triggers my body in the worst way. It's one of things that my body tells me "Look, the power to this addiction is way too strong, you just can't handle it." And thats the truth because just because we are on here struggling with symptoms and knowledge that we can't handle it is all possibly because WE CAN'T. There's nothing wrong with that.

What I have benefited:
I am motivated to reach past 150-365 Days, and I am running straight head first into the finish line. I am much more HAPPY, I am much more STRONG, I have much more DESIRES, I am just in an OVERALL SATISFIED STATE.

"Believe me, I have come this far not because I wanted to, I have come this far because there was nothing remaining but of the fire, the only thing I had left to do was take out the flames with the last drips of water I had deep in my soul."

Feel free to post in here, I will answer any questions you guys have

CHEERS!

THANKS NoFap COMMUNITY FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME

 

I had pretty much every symptom you can think of on here. I had severe anxieties (I still do but I can manage them more), I had severe conversation problems I couldn't talk to anyone I would rather isolate and shut down, I couldn't think of proper thoughts when having a conversation and I knew that Porn was making my concentration numb when conversing.

All I can say is that stopping porn increases everything good and makes you stronger SIMPLE AS THAT