Its Day 14 I feel great amazing, but my body is changing which is crazy. My body wants sex, well that's not easy since I am not good at getting girls. I am literally craving something, I will not watch porn no way that's not happening. I would enjoy having sex right now. I got to find a girl I can learn from. I want her to teach everything I need to know, I want to learn as much as I can. Life is too short it really is believe me.
Don't worry, you'll soon feal great. That is part of your reboot but mind you, dont M or even try to have sex. Just keep going on. There is light at the end of the Tunnel.
Yes I am I'm going to the library in a few hours then I'm speaking in front of 100 people tonight I'm pumped. I ain't going to do it. Nope I'm going to break this habit. I will beat up this habit.
This happens to many of us on Sundays. You are definitely not alone. Some extra willpower must be spent on the weekends.
Yes true I'm here all alone at my apartment. I quit watching TV it's been three months now which is awesome, just a few more hours till I leave my apartment. It's a habit I am trying to quit. I don't smoke weed or drink. So this habit will be going away soon. I see it, and I vision it.
I am glad you mentioned TV. That is something I forgot about. I have not owned a TV since 1998 and rarely watch TV. It is completely possible to permanently give something up like that. I never even think about it as something I was once addicted to.
the only time I see TV is at my friends house, but in all honestly it's easy just realized TV is a distraction to your success. I also don't own a laptop, I just have a smartphone that's all.
I only watch connoisseur level television now (hahahah half jk, only the best of the best shows but I watch them after they air so I can get immersed in them and really absorb myself in the grandeur of such well made programming without commercials). I don't own a television, never will again. A wifi projector and blu ray player get the mindful viewer experience done proper. That's all, just wanted to add my 2 cents and say that mindful viewing of television programming is not an evil in itself.
