Another story. Few loooong weeks ago I was posting how I got back to zero. But guess what. I come back more determined. I even had sex WITHOUT ejaculating for the 1st time in my life. It was anal sex though lol. It made me lost cravings for sex, so now its easy to go longer. I plan to beat my life record of 120 days. Sky is the limit. The journey is SO MUCH WORTH it. I feel on top of the world. My voice is strong, and confident. I can speak other language I know fluently, like my brain got 15% more processing power. I am confident and charismatic, I feel that attraction from others. My energy is grounded, and strong but not heavy. I feel light and agile. Also, I have much better control over my emotions and where I want my life to go. Its A LOT OF WORK but it is WORTH IT GUYS!
Great job bro I’m on my way I’m starting my journey today and don’t plan to ever look back wish me luck
Congratulations. Keep up the good work. It seems that we are on similar journey. Same age and same longest streak
Hey there, sounds fantastic! What do you have to say about dating and stuff? Seems like you feel some attraction beyond your "normal attraction" and the ladies receive you quite well... Are there some good ladies left at our age? Or are you super-handsome anyways? The second thing: Did you learn a specific technique for non-ejaculation during sex? Greetings, keep up the streak man!
Oh yes, every time. Younger girls (in their 20s) especially react to a male in his 30s with strong sexual energy more. I think its very attractive and peculiar to them as majority of males my age are severely depleted. I do not date now, I concentrate on my projects and grinding. No PMO gives me motivation and energy. I plan to do 1-2 orgasms eventually with a girl, and then continue with the grind. Just to master self control. I do not see the point in dating for the sake of dating or sex for the sake of sex. I would only lose energy. I am not interested in relationships right now either. Technique was just to practice chi qong exercises, and imaginging circling my energy through microcosmic orbit. and then when you got some energy saved in your lower dantien (2cm below your belly button) you sort of suck it up during sex upwards. You need several months of exercises and stored energy to have something to work with but during sex you just kind of mentally move the energy from your penis upwards towards your belly. For the first time it worked during sex. But I was able to do it few times in my daily routine before that. Its not just imagination, you can FEEL something is moving inside you. Not the semen physically but more like a ball of energy.Thats how it felt to me. so yeah.
thanks! do you have any resource where i could find those exercises? i just read this book by mantak chia. Are you familiar? Cause i tried some of the methods there, but i couldnt postpone orgasms.
just google them. I am not a specialist by any means. It all starts with mentally visualizing things and breath work I guess. You need a longer streak because otherwise you dont have energy to work with. then it takes many months to actually start sensing energy allright... and bear with me, I only was able to not ejaculate once (in my lifetime) during sex. So you know. I am far from a taoist master but it can be done, I was aroused and in the act and I remember sort-of disconnecting myself from the act, being more like an observer rather than fully immersed. And then I decided to suck my energy upwards instead of releasing it, I physically felt it moving up in my body towards back of my spine or stomach, and then well my partner came and I just ended having sex lol.
Update: So I did a reset too. With an escort. Made me realize how many years have passed. She is doing what I was doing when I was her age (drugs and sex) and she did not even enjoyed it fully when sober, eh sex was mediocre... from my side. I came really quick, was drunk and overall ''meh''. I wonder if all this is somehow making my libido smaller or maybe I am more asexual than in the past. I mean, are women even worth the trouble? I am not attracted to men so I am not gay but I dont feel as much attraction to girls either. Maybe only really fresh young in 20s but then I am not really attractive to them, I dont think so. They only look at what you have, how much money, do you have a car etc... pure attraction in this age range comes rarely. Maybe I just need to fall in love hehe Anyways, what betrayed me was caffeine. I abstained from coffee as this always triggers alcohol and then relapse to porn or escorts, but I was using cacao - small amounts, but daily to deal with stress at work. Suddenly stress ended, but I was still drinkin it. 2.5 months later I got drunk, had sex without orgasm, and 38 days later did a full reset. So yeah. Watch out for caffeine. So I will do some longer streak this time, no sugar, alcohol, caffeine etc. Overall I did 1 orgasms with that girl, 1 without ejaculation (100 million dollar method) and 2 to porn. 4 orgasms. So not as good result as I wanted.
