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Day 39/On a 60+ Day Journey.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by DarbyTheWaveSide, Apr 23, 2022.

  1. Apr 23, 2022 #1
    DarbyTheWaveSide

    DarbyTheWaveSide New Fapstronaut

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    Not Sure If i'm allowed to do this, but, getting some help and inspiration and aspirations from others would help.

    Started This journey March 15th 2022. Life was throwing me a Shiete Life and i decided to change it.
    1st-2nd week weren't bad but that 2nd week, when the flatline came on strong. I'm setting up good habits and consistency by waking up at 6AM going to the gym every morning. Porn, became something i wasn't interested in as much anymore. I didn't care to look for it and that became absolute on the going weeks ahead.
    -I got Morning wood on Monday. That was a damn relief because waking up every morning to see how flaccid you've become and how it just became a groundhog and it's winter everyday, it fks with you heavy. Although, i still haven't tried.
    -No Wet Dreams Yet.
    -Damn, i'm on Day 39. This is the longest by far. Couple things to note
    Me and my current g/f had called it quits a couple weeks ago, that didn't help but eh.
    -Doing Yoga 3x a Week
    -I'm better mentally but now i'm hitting this depressional fatigue too. Like i'm lonely but i'm not lonely but it's a Meh kinda mood.
    -Also, My Prolactin was high at 78 before all of this.
    -At College, and it's bollocks. But if you're going on this journey, You have to know why you're going on it. It didn't hit me till the 2nd week but the slogan that resonated with me was "I rather have cheeks than beat my meat" That just kind of resonated with my mind to keep going this strong, That and accountability.
    -I want to be out of this so bad so i can actually communicate better, but, it's subtly working on improving yourself each day that really drives the nail home to not get caught in this bad habit. It's a habit that needs to be exorcised.

    -If you've been here though, appreciate what worked well for you
     
    DarbyTheWaveSide, Apr 23, 2022
    DarbyTheWaveSide, Apr 23, 2022
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  2. Apr 23, 2022 #2
    Shalos

    Shalos Fapstronaut

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    I wont write inspirations and promise you superhuman powers like some of the NoFap users claim to get, because that is simply not true. Nofap will never make you a different person and cure all your life problems. And even if you do have social anxiety, it is a condition that requires treatment and therapy, quitting masturbation and porn will nit magically turn you from a shy hardcore introvert with social anxiety into the coolest most outgoing dude thay everybody loves. That is simply not going to happen, sorry.

    However, what nofap will do, is help you enjoy the things you never even knew you have been missing out, because you've never saw the world clearly.

    The joy from feeling the warmth of a woman's touch, the loving smell of her hair, the image of love itself that you see in her eyes...
    Porn kills love. What porn and excessive masturbation do is absolutely butcher the wonder of love and human connection. It makes you want a lot and appreciate everything a lot less.

    Therr was a time where a simple kiss or a loving glance from our crush would make our days a pure bliss. Porn makes those things insignificant to the point where even normal, vanilla sex doesn't give us any joy or feeling of connection. Porn addicts will never have a happy relationship and will never remain in a relationship for long. Because porn addicts cannot love or feel loved. Because the connection is lost. Happiness is replaced with pleasure. And to seek happiness from another, is to seek understanding, care, trust, love. To seek pleasure is to reduce them to a physical being.

    The porn addict is a hedonist. And hedonism never stems from happiness, nor does it ever result in it.

    So what are you missing out by PMOing?
    Love.
    The love of your life.

    While you are addicted to porn, you'll never find her. Because even if you see her, you won't truly, because you'll view her with twisted eyes. And you'll never be good enough for her. Become a better man. And stay the fu-k away from that grotesque sh*t on the net.
     
    Shalos, Apr 23, 2022
    Shalos, Apr 23, 2022
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  3. May 2, 2022 #3
    DarbyTheWaveSide

    DarbyTheWaveSide New Fapstronaut

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    Made it to 50 Days!
    Day 48; was an odd day, i felt a little tingle, but still nothing
    I'm interacting with more people and whatnot, still no porn, still no morning wood. Just been in the gym consistently.
    A few emotional issues but it clears up,
     
    DarbyTheWaveSide, May 2, 2022
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  4. May 3, 2022 #4
    sanich

    sanich Fapstronaut

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    Good words bro, happy you get to this point, I'm with you.
    Porn kills love for sure!
     
    sanich, May 3, 2022
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