Today I looked at instagram models for around 5 minutes. I know this is a reset in terms of the psub counter, but not for the PMO counter, because I didn't watch porn, masturbate or orgasm. I'm guessing that it is not a relapse, because I didn't feel bad afterwards and I don't feel depressed. Just guilty that I lusted after the girls in the psubs, because that is a sin. So, my question is, how am I getting on in terms of my brain reboot, 5 min session of looking at models, wont really affect my reboot right( and there was barely any fantasizing)?
Hey JD1, I think that is your mind playing some tricks to convince you that all what you had done before is worthless, you had done such a great work, you have to continue moving forward, don't think of these negatives you are going to face a lot of these obstacles through out your massive journey to freedom, you had to be strong ... my advice is to keep counting like never was happened and try very hard to stay away from sexual contents .. Blessings!
