Join me for 90

I need to stay accountable. I've been telling myself that this streak is it and that i am done for good, i went 10 days then relapsed for a day and now its back up to 10 days free again. I'm not feeling any urges and have not done anything that i consider a slipping of any kind. But if i wait until things start getting hard again as i know they will, i will most likely fail. I cant complete this myself and i did this best when i did it here. So i am going to stay accountable here and hopefully this acts as another buffer between me and the sharp decline back to porn.
Last year at the same time i got to about 60 days which was and still is my record. But during that, while there was no P and no O i was finding ways to slip as i call it without falling. I desperately wanted to fall back into it but i had to keep my streak to stay accountable. So i would do my best to get wet dreams and nightly emissions to lower the pressure i felt but still telling myself i had solved it and those weren't my fault. But because i said they were not my fault i felt they could be done with no guilt and did my best to cause them including thinking as many dirty thoughts the night before to cause my dreams to be on that topic.
So this time, while something like that i wont count as a relapse, it is a slip and i still need to see it as a failure if not a full one.

I work best when i am reaching a goal with others so if you are willing to make it to day 90, break my faulty streak with a real one and stop porn altogether, please join me on my mission to 90 days

 

Glad to have you, we can do this i know we can. That is what this place is for and im so glad we have it. Both of us are coming into the hardest bit i feel, from day 7 to day 21 are when i always find it hardest. But if we work together and dont allow these faulty ideas of success we have this.

 

Im on day 12. No urges but had a dream loaded with temptation. Im at a camp right now and will be tomorow so little to no urges whike im here.

 

We got this! 12 days completed, day 13 today. Still no urges but had dreams last night of me breaking my streak, i need to make sure i don't convince myself i want that.

 

We can do it! We are in the toughest period i feel, but we can make it past if we just keep updating eachother

Stronger than ever, dont let those feelings slip past your defenses, kill them at the gates

We can do it, you can do it. Dont let yourself sit in the temptation relishing it,thinking that if you dont act on it you are fine, if you do that you will likely fail. But also its never too late to stop when you start failing. Watch something too sexual, its not good but that doesnt mean you have to M. Bro we got this.

Gongrats! dont think you are immune now to temptation, longer streaks have been broken, keep that gaurd up, you dont need it any less now, keep killing those urges.

 

My timer is a bit behind but 13 days done! On day number 14. I'm getting the urges for the first time, i think this has been the longest that i have gone without them during the start of a reboot. But im ready for them, they wont develope any more, that slight tugging that you feel at the start is as far as they will go. I see them for what they are and they shall not pass.

 

Sorry i missed this Glad to see you. Lets do this! Keep replying, im glad to see you joining on, this website is great, let it wash your brain of all the filth that you have been putting into it.

 

Bro, i know its hard, but remember how much you will regret it. Dont look. If you do you will not be able to stop again. I've been in this exact situation and every time i fail the next day. try to avoid looking at any devices at all tomorw. Tomorw will be hard, dont get tricked into thinking tomorw will be easy after lookingat those images.