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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by FrenchToast420, Oct 3, 2022.

  1. Oct 3, 2022 #1
    FrenchToast420

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    Yesterday was pretty tough for me. I was so stressed out doing homework and I felt so anxious to watch something porn related.

    I was trying so hard to focus on my homework but I ended up dragging it out all day. My girlfriend called me and helped me make it through the assignments and she was on the phone with me for hours. That was so helpful for me.

    I thought that I was not going to be able to get any sleep first night without p or m or o. I actually went to sleep really fast and I slept so deeply that I did not wake up when my alarm went off. I had always been afraid that insomnia would be a problem if I ever quit watching these things and masturbating all together.

    I dreamed about being weak and in my dream I looked in a mirror and I was so much skinnier and weaker than in real life. I'm not sure why I dreamed that but I felt weak when I woke up. I'm hoping that today is better. And I should probably start going to sleep earlier, I think I need to catch up.
     
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  2. Oct 3, 2022 #2
    Repression

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    Good luck with your recovery. There will be a lot of downs before you start to enjoy the ups. Keep that in mind. Do things that keep you away from P. I wish you all the best.
     
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  3. Oct 3, 2022 #3
    Me_vsp

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    It’s the night time I dread most, myself. I sometimes feel that I’m so used to pmo before sleep that I won’t be able to sleep without it. I can totally relate to what you say. Keep going with your journey, one day at a time.
     
    Me_vsp, Oct 3, 2022
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  4. Oct 3, 2022 #4
    tawwab1

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    I know what you mean, the period right before I fall asleep is usually when I have the most intrusive thoughts or fantasies. Let us know if you find anything that helps!
     
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  5. Oct 3, 2022 #5
    Me_vsp

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    Same with you. Last night was really hard coz a huge wave came over me which was very hard to ignore. It took all of my willpower not to give in. I tried to distract myself and keep telling myself that it’s not going to happen. I want to build new, good habits, not allow these to keep me enslaved.
     
    Me_vsp, Oct 3, 2022
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