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My sad story

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Celloaqua, Oct 31, 2022.

  1. Celloaqua

    Celloaqua Fapstronaut

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    Hello,
    My name is..... and I am 26 years old. Firstly my english is not perfect pls adjust if any mistake. I started watching porn when I was 15 years old. But that time don't know the bad effect of that habit. I was watching porn with my friends 1st time and it is very habbitual for me. I was going to an internet cafe only for watching porn bacause that time no cell phone available. After that it becomes very dangerous for me. Sometimes me and my cousin try to intimate together like porn video. I only like nude person even that if I see any shirtless men my sexual desired suddenly triggered and masturbation happens. Because of an over masturbation my private area get damage . But I am unable break my masturbation habit. I am very depressed and sometime I thought for suicide. Currently I am suffering from very critical situation. Pls people who reads my story pls help to get out from this addiction.
     
  2. Celloaqua

    Celloaqua Fapstronaut

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    Day 1
    Today is normal day.
    Going to company and back to home like regular day.
    But full day I think about NoFap website, challenge. Will I complete my challenge or not? At sometime my desire triggered and get through of masturbation but I controlled it.
     
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  3. from2003

    from2003 Fapstronaut

    Hello whatsoever your name is , you are not alone first of all put this things into your mind , you started in right age , i started in when i was in age 11 and now i am 19 and still struggling and not me there are so many who have get touch in nudity in earlier age as we had , a boy seen nude girl in 6 age and their parents force hime to watch porn (wtf) , and human do mistakes , that's normal but the main thing is you choose that pathway which lead you to better life , don't woory . Don't be regret
    Hey , hey , you can't go back and change it , you have to accept that and forget that and yesss everybody has secret and bad story , so don't woory , even me when i was in my childhood like 9 years or somethin , to be honest with you me and my neighborhood girl , went on a abandon lake where we both of us touch ourself like for real i have watch her button like nipples and pink vagina , in my life .and not just it i have another neighbor's girl too who was so young like 6 and i was 11 somethin and i put my dick in front of her mouth and she stared my penis and my penis started to grow and she touch too and whenever i rember my old bad stuff so i feel how bad and naughty i was , i am sure that those girl forget what they seen and do , now they are mature and in relationship with someone , so , please don't be forget who u are , even moon has some scars .perfect is no one .
    I know what is going on in your life , and suicide seems to a better solution but believe me you are not alone with this struggling, and i also thought of sucide and they ( no fab ) suspended me ( fuck) cause i had given someone advice to do sucide.but than i realised that i wasn't right . Hey please don't kill yourself , your mum is waiting or maybe you partner is finding you . Just don't do it .
    I am with u don't woory , feel free to text me no matter what . Love you . You are a good soul.
     
  4. from2003

    from2003 Fapstronaut

    U will win !!!!!!!!!!
     
  5. Celloaqua

    Celloaqua Fapstronaut

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    Let's hope so!!!
     
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  6. Celloaqua

    Celloaqua Fapstronaut

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    But friend
    From last two days I have feel very different from last days.
    Means there is no part is present is my body.
    Some times urges trigger. But I controlled it. Is it normal or not!!
     
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  7. from2003

    from2003 Fapstronaut

    Brother , it's normal , don't worry, everything will going to be ok.
     
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    from2003 Fapstronaut

  9. Celloaqua

    Celloaqua Fapstronaut

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    Friends.
    Today some time ago I saw a condom pocket in my friends bag accidentally. After that sudden high urge feel in my body. I body trigger me to take this condom and do masturbation at instant. My brain get uncontrollable. But I control my feeling and I get out from that place. After from that time only I thinking about that condom and masturbation. Pls help me how can I forget
     
  10. Drake 21

    Drake 21 New Fapstronaut

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    Be strong you will make it
    Can we do it together to get rid of this addiction
     
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  11. Nick Anthony

    Nick Anthony Fapstronaut

    Hey man, sorry to read about your struggle, but hold on and don't get disheartened! The fact that you are struggling itself shows there are also good things at work in your life. Be mindful of those things and stay with them! Hope this community can give you some additional support.
    Now, not that I know anything about it/you, but if you don't do this already, it might help to confide in someone you trust in real life, especially regarding the depression stuff. That's so heavy to carry all alone, man! I mean, you don't have to force yourself to talk about it, you can just start with thinking about that and getting used to the thought, playing with the idea a little and see how it feels. Anyway it's just a thought. Wishing you all the best, stay strong and be kind to yourself!
     
  12. Celloaqua

    Celloaqua Fapstronaut

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    Yes bro
    From two days two watching videos of manthanhub on YouTube channel and also motivational video which helps me for improvement in my daily routine.
     
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