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I found a solution to my nihilism.

DER UBERMENSCH. I like to fight.

 

Failure can be a gift. Use your relapse as a learning tool. Use the failure to evolve. Help others evolve once you feel you've gotten over the addiction.

 

Day 10 checking in. So, are we pairing you into teams or what? I think it's a good idea in terms of producing a system of accountability. I'll be hammering this suggestion fairly hard over the next few days because I really want it to happen, so I'll be around...but think about it guys. Hit me up with suggestions for execution. Btw. This is not my idea originally, someone else posted it in the forum first, but I think it's a brilliant idea.

 

Take away something you like if you relapse. Be prepared to make good on the threat, too, or else it doesn't mean anything.

 

Daily check-in

A few hours to 40 days. No urges. Extremely satisfied life. I'm loving my work a lot. Cannot get rid of my habit to lust after hot women. Makes me uncomfortable when I do it. It has reduced a lot though. I try my very best not to think about it and immerse myself in my work. Another 12 days and then I'll be posting regularly over here and try and help other fapstonauts along the way.

 

This is my day 2 after last relapse, and I feel great. I started going to bed early by 9-10 pm and not setting up an alarm clock to wake up. I sleep around 12 hours every night and it made all the difference for me. I think I need more sleep to reset brain chemicals. When I set up an alarm clock for 8 hours of sleep I felt tired, weak, depressed all day.

 

I feel you about the lust issue. When I see an image it bounces around my head until I break. Hopefully as we post these difficulties on the forums, we can move past it together.

 

Last time I checked...

I'm gonna change my supplement regime tonight, gonna supplement before going to bed, D-aspartic acid, Tongkat, and Ashwangha. My testosterone is gonna go off like a rocket.

 

I'm sure its going to take a while for me to be able to control it. I have to change my entire mindset. Right now I make a conscious effort to shift my gaze. I'm hoping in time it will be subconscious.

 

Doing pretty good overall, but I started to edge hard yesterday thinking about previous girls. I stopped dead in the tracks though because I'm not going to allow 2 minutes of dirty thoughts undo all my days of hard work. I've gotta train myself to erase those thoughts. Knowing its in my control makes it easier though because I just have to shift my thoughts and focus.

It helps that tomorrow I'm running a marathon, what better way to take my mind off the bad thoughts then by running 26 miles with thousands of people!

 

Well, the natural testosterone boosters worked. What's weird, however, is that it's not like I feel more horny or anything, I just feel more... awake I guess? Different. Not run down.

 

still fucking myself...

Spoiler: potentially triggering picture related to fapping

do you know these broad leather wristlets? I never knew why ppl wore them, but I got me one now and it's the chastity belt for my right hand

New Deal

1
Close curtains ONLY at sleeping time or shortly when changing clothes
Bed is ONLY for sleeping and I remove my mattress during the day
At sleeping time, NEVER use computer or internet of phone

2
Use the computer at home as rarely and short as possibly
When living room is free you use your computer in the living room
When living room is taken you can use your computer in your room BUT LEAVE THE DOOR OPEN

3
no entertainment at home besides from reading

4
plan every day

5
go out as often as possible

 

trigger warning, btw

 

Still living clean. I like to think I'm far from the stupid world of PMO, but eternal vigilance is the price of liberty

 

I completed my 3 day goal today and increased my goal to 7 days.

In the morning I did wake up with a morning wood and found myself touching myself. But I stopped it fast so I did not reset my counter or consider it a relapse. Although during the day I had increased urges, compared to say, yesterday.

 

Just signed up. Doing 90 day hard mode reboot aiming for permanent.

 

Hi, I'm in for a 90 day no porn

 

I'm closing in on a week here. Wish me strength of spirit.

 

Daily check-in

Having no issues with no PMO. Watched a RomanAtwoodVlog and got a hard-on watching his girlfriend take a bath. Didn't jerk off though. At this point I don't want to even when I have a hard-on or watch something that arouses me. That part of my brain which does not want to masturbate is stronger and tells the part which feels aroused to shut its system down. I think my dick looked a little bigger (by 1 cm at least) and fatter when I got the erection. Is that even possible? This was just a few hours ago.

The rest of yesterday I had a lot of free time. Spent most of it sleeping. In the remaining time I had a couple of porn flashes. I tried to change my chain of thought as fast as I could. There were two women yesterday who were decent and one was showing ample cleavage. I successfully avoided looking at them. Only my goal is to be able to look at their faces and not their body, and not avoid looking at them altogether.