Is this God's punishment for my sins?

Thank you for the kind words! I will check it out because my main struggle is with guilt at the moment. Also after a time of introspection I realized that my dad gave me a playboy magazine when I was super young like 6 years old. And there was one time where one of his friends made me touch his wife's breasts in public, I didn't want to though. So I guess that's why I'm into older women?

Also my mom was emotionally abusive so I think that's why I fantasize about being a helpless little kid, maybe it's my way to cope. I guess I need to accept that I like mature women and curvy women too because I think I felt this way from the start so I suppose that I need to embrace it. I will draw the line at shota and incest. That's evil and I want no part in that.

 

Did you post the article? Sorry but I can't see it

I haven't used this website much so I ask because you might have posted it but I can't seem to find it

 

Thank you!